Girlfriend is here ! : )

Boyfriend I love you ( :

I'm here to blog ,since I'm sick & struck at hm !

& that boyfriend of mine has been busy to update uhs !

I didn't tell him i am blogging on his behalf ! Shhhhs ! :x

Think he is back aslp I think ?

He must be very tired today, Ns life is sucks

Torture guys !! especially my bf !

& me together along ! *Laughs.

Make my bf life so tired, he had to wake up so early!

How sad ! nevermind enough of me nagging !

Boy, what will happen in the future we don know,

but I will be there for you,

as long as I have you, you have me everything will be fine soon.

I don even want any slight of unhappiness on your face.

When U are tired, I am here for you to rest on

When you are upset I will be here to listen & do whatever I can

When you are happy I will be there to share your joys

No matter what , tgt we shall make this love a long lasting one : )

Ryan & Randolph is Back to KL. ):

I'M SO GONNA MISS THEM! ):
Sorry for the hard feelings, brothers. I know it's hard to believe one and other taughts.
But i just gonna go whatever my Girlfriend saids.
Maybe i just get jealous at times.

Okay start of the day, take bus 222 from my house nearby. When to chai chee,
where Ryan & Randolph stays.

- *Bro's can you don't bully your sis. She's be kind and greatful to you Guys.

Talk awhile, after that took a cab to near Lavender/Haji Lane area.
Waited their bus like 15minutes. It's alright, after that they went off. ):
So me and their Sister when to Bugis and she walked to City Hall.
Wow, she can like walked from Bugis to City Hall.

- *I think your leg is a metal steel, hahas! (:

Okay, when to look for Chantel at bugis.
Taught she not working, so we talked awhile. Call Lendl, meet him awhile.
With XiaoStanley & Da Stanley. LOL =x
After 1 - 2 hours when back taking 197, said to them im freaking tired. ):
So straight back home, later meeting my Uncle again. (:

I end here with few photos, which i taken.









Maybe it's time to leave all those memories & beloved friends we gone thru.
Your words are such a wonderful towards people.
I'm thanking to you, creating on such words to people.
That's the way people are, they are still human beings.
What's the point you talking about people appearance.
You losing your wasted saliva's.
Your a girl, so shut your fucking mouth and secretly hide your DIGNITY.

- *Girlfriend i miss you too much! (:
I gonna listen from now onwards to you. My Loves (:

R.IP MICHAEL JACKSON. ):

R.I.P TO THE KING OF POP (MICHAEL JACKSON)
LEGEND MICHAEL JACKSON!
Gonna miss him! ):




(*This is nice)

R.I.P Michael Jackson. He was pronounced Dead. 5 mins ago on thursday, june 25th.
Local time at the age of 50 caused by heart attack. Goodbye to the King Of Pop!
His music lives on and will still be remembered.
):

This is 2 of my *Favourite music video, performed by Michael Jackson.
Check it out! (:

In people's heart, he will always be the king of pop! (:
Rest in peace Michael.

Womanizer or Playboy ? =X

I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND TOO MUCH (:
Hahas! Today whole day didn't when out, i think i'm getting bored!
Today suppose to have Club @ St James, but i don't wanna go.
No one going, so just stay at home and relax my mind.
I don't know my Laodi at where, he didn't reply my messages.
Arghs, Uncle at work. So probably meeting him in the morning.
Ryan with hes girlfriend.
My Girlfriend is sleeping now. I send her a long good night message! (:
Hehes, i love her too much.
Let a natural things be with us. I know at the Mac, i see someone face are being Jealous.
Randolph is waiting for me to go to Chai Chee, okay brother.
I'm changing now. Hahas, blogging first ya! (:

Tomorrow they will be going back to Kuala Lumpur. Sigh! ):
Freaking sad, didn't get the chance to go out with them everyday.
But its okays. (:
I'm happy to see them! (:
Tomorrow in the morning going Camp back to give them my mc's.
Around 12pm, going meet Ryan.
Then around 3.30pm going Novena send Ryan & Randolph off. (:
So sad.....

- Sooner we shall be closer! (:
I love you my Girlfriend, sleep tight (:

People, people In da Place!

Happy Birthday to Tammie (:

&'s Ah Biie.

When to Downtown Bbq pit, meet up Ryan. So we take bus go there.
Randolph & Wei Han was waiting for us. And Randolph Co's too.
So we walked to Cheers buy some beers and drinks.

Munkie & Cindyz was waiting for us too.
After that we walked to Tammie Bbq pit.
And i was hungry on that moment hahas! (:
So i eat like 3 times. Hahas, okay lahs.

Girlfriend was impatiently waiting for me. Hahas!
Shes misses me alot! Hahas.
After that we clean up the Bbq Pit and walked to Downtown Mac.
Saw my Uncle, haiyoh he come so late!
Nvm, Randolph was Drunk!

So we when to Mac to slacked, played True & Dare hahas.
Okay, we all kana DARE AND TRUE. Rarr.
Below are all the pictures. Sorry if its not clear. Hahas!
*Btw, click on my ADS thank you! (:





*Before playing True & Dare, we went to look for Kopitiam just to buy Ciggerate hahas!
Cause Downtown Cheers closed so fast. (:
And we saw this cat was so Cute! He keep follow us. Hahas.





I have changed my Blog song, as i liked Boom Boom Pow of this Remix! (:
Cool ya. Listen it!

Girlfriend, day by day we are being closer to closer.
I love and care about you! (:
I hope it will last forever.
Sorry, if i have been shouting to you with my Raise Voices.
Love you forever (:

Thanks for the Accompany Guys! At East Coast! (:

First thing first ....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENNY TAN XIAN WEN.
Hope you doing fine, inside. Awaiting for your welcome (:

Okay, today i overslept till alot of people Calling me! Rarr ..
I really hate this China Phone! ):
It's making me mad seriously! Hahahahas.

Met my Uncle at Bedok Blk 18, have some Bubble Teas, while waiting for Kenny.
After he came we when to KFC, to eat our Dinner.
My uncle was Krazy with foods.
Try your luck on what we gonna eat, with 3 peoples.
Imagine that Me, My Uncle & Kenny hahas. (:

Check this picture's below. Omgawd, i swear you we gonna finished it!
But Kenny order Zinger Burger Meal for himself.
Other's Me and My Uncle are eating. Its like we didn't eat like 1 month meal LOL!






Some of the Pictures are Kenny, that Small Boy (:
He was like finding a seat which infront of him has a Mirror.
I don't know why he keep on saying "I'm so Handsome"
Hahahahahas, act cute sia!

After that Alan came, that Irratating Guy! Hes gaying on me sia.
Wait till my Girlfriend find you, you DIE!!!!!
Wahahahahahas.

After that we go find Randolph, as he was eating dinner too at Market.
With his Churh friends. Alot of girl's....
And Ryan came from Kovan. Seriously, we was talking Socially.
I didn't know where to start again! ):

It's okay, so we take a cab to Katong.
Wanted to Play some Dota. But in the end all of them need a Stupid Membership!
Stupid lo, wasting time and wasting $$$$ on CABS!!!
So Ryan And Randolph took a cab back home, i was dissapointed seriously.
They wanna go Home because they are Sweaty and in need to Bathe!!!

Serious talk, your a GUY!!! Don't need to be so GIRL can ??????
Walao!!!

Anyway they went home and Melissa reached.
So we all Play pool, Daniel came. & Alan when back home.
PHEW!!!! At last that Irratating Guy when home. Hahahahahahas.
After playing pool we took a Cab to East Coast.
Drink Drank Drunk, but no one was Drunk as the Liquor was Glen Vodka.
We did play Taidi, i win $3 bucks from Kenny, hahahahas!

; Not always Justin is my Lucky One's! Wahahahahahas.

After that when straight back home.
Okay, right now i gonna bathe and prepare to meet Kenny And Daniel.
Didn't slept like 8 hours. Nevermind i can still tahan, hahahahahas.

; As days goes by, i miss my Girlfriend alot. Girl's started to Filrt with me but i just don't care them, i know i have a Girlfriend. So i gonna stick with it! (:
So girl's out there!!! Keep on filrt with me i don't fucking care too. As i gonna tell you i have a Girlfriend which named Joey (: My Only One.

I love you dear!

Forgive and Forget isn't gonna help.

I try to forgive everytime we quarrel.
I try' .....
But this time is too much.

(I gonna find a way.... out. Maybe there's a way out.)
Sigh....

What is wrong if i have a girlfriend?
Why are you trying to do?
Can you just give me a peace with my girlfriend..
What excited you with my girlfriend?
What you wanna do with my girlfriend?

Please explained this few Question...
I just wanna know.

You are my Best Bro ...
Why are you so Jealous...
Even you said to my girlfriend : "Delete those messages, i send it to you."
Is this the way you do things behind your Brothers?

Everyone fucking knows we are the Best Brothers.
Yet you do this kind of things.
It's hurting me.
And you know my Girlfriend, don't like to lie to me.

Tell me ... Please,
What is the Purpose you doing this?

Making me angry, mad, sad?
Is this what you want?

You know me well, if i'm angry i gonna remember those things you done.
And will never let it go, it's stay inside my heart till forever.

.


Kenny, thanks for everything. (:
A nice small brother of mine. He's the best.

When i first time know him, we became very closed.
And we hit to ton till morning, hahas.
I came to know he started to talk to me and started playing cards with me.
He was very Quiet when i was at the Bbq pit.
o.O
With Daniel (:

Yet they are like 4 years younger then me.
But their thinking are Matured.
You guy's are the best. (:

I keep on Dota-ing with them with my Uncle.
Today, my Uncle gonna have a car. Woohoo, can go Rounding liao.

Alright, i didn't really talk to Ryan just now.
Just like Social talks only.
I didn't know where to start, seriously.
I wanna end it peacefully. But my temper keep going up and down.

; Kitty, i know it's Ryan and my Girlfriend fault.
Maybe before this messages about Excitements.
Maybe there's more things i don't know.

He admit himself he's in the wrong.
He admited he have Funny feeling's towards my Girlfriend.
So if every Girls treat Ryan well, so he have Funny Feeling's.

What you gonna do if you are in my Shoes ?
]:

Seriously shit, i'm in big Depression. I just don't know what to do.

; Andre, you ask me wack him? I can't. I'm not a gangster like last time.

; Ka sing, daugther ... Yes its true, Forgive and Forget is isn't gonna help.

He's in Singapore now. Staying at Bedok.
I don't know when to start and when to end. ):

; Mom, you said everything is True. At first i didn't believe you..
But for what i know this thing already happen.

Actually before this thing, my Mom told me ..
"Becareful of this guy, he wanna break my relationship with my Girlfriend."
"Peacefully settle this stuff with care. If not it will involve the Police."

Sigh, i really don't know what to do.
This is not a Dream, it's Reality!


Another part of Mouth really Smile is ....
Boom Boom Pow !!!!

I get my Vocation as a DRIVER. (:
At Selarang Camp. Woohoo, is near to my house.
Save save $$$$ ....
Okay, i shall end here.

; Shall waited for people call, to wake me up and proceed to the place we gonna go.

- We could be friend's again, but not more than that.
If you willing to let me Trust you, Believe in you and finally Changed your Attitude.
[But it won't work.]

When jealousy is in you, you make it till big!

What is going on in this World.
Is what going on my Head! I'm stress, depress.
Why you such a Brother, doing stupid things behind my back.

Easy talking, you are Jealous that i have a girlfriend isn't it ?
Even you heard that Justin have a new Girlfriend, you started : "HUHS, SO FAST. REALLY"

Love is all around.
You have to try to win the Girl heart, if you wanna have love.

When to Vivo, with Kenny.
Met her girlfriend and friends.
Ryan came, as hes in bored.
Didnt talk as a brother, i really don't know where to start and what to talk to him.
In my heart i still will remember what he will do.
People, brother & sisters ask me to forgive and forget.
What the fuck!

What's the meaning of I feel so Excited when i know im with you ?
I just wanna know the meaning of that.
My bro told me is That guy wanna have fun/sex with the girl.
Wtf ? Alot of people saids that.
And you wanna me give you a 2nd chance..
I given you many times of chance. This is what i received ?

Fuck lah.

I miss my girlfriend alot(:
love ya.

I've been Hurt by Peoples.

Conversation of Ryan.
You use to be A Best Brother on me.
But now not! You fucking FUCKING ASS !

I use to trust you, now what ?
My own girlfriend doing this to me too ?

I'm really heart-broken seriously. ):
Why do we like to hurt so much...
WHY ! WHY !
I just wanna love my girlfriend. ):


Ryan. says:
u hate me ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
for godsake! whats wrong with you ?
Ryan. says:
thats what im asking u.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
u suppose to be on my best bro ...
Ryan. says:
what happen
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
u keep secrets ... from my gf ? and not letting me know ?
Ryan. says:
secrets ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
this is what u gonna play isnt it ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
secrets messages ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
sms ?
Ryan. says:
secret messages ?
Ryan. says:
oh god.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
dont play dumb with me..
Ryan. says:
since when we got secret messanges
Ryan. says:
we got sms
Ryan. says:
but its no secret sms
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
not secrets sms ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
so whats this
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
That's not the thing im angry about. U know how excited i was before when i know u can stay with me ? It's a total sudden dissapoitment ...
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
2nd Msg
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
Not only the part that i can stay. But its also the part that i can be with JOEY ? that excited YOU ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
And the last msg was DEL ALL MY MSG AFTER THAT ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
FUCK YOU LA HOR !
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHAT IS THIS ?
Ryan. says:
cause i dont want u to think so much !
Ryan. says:
ok i admit
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU JUST A FUCKING DESPO ? ISNT IT ?
Ryan. says:
i may have funny feelings. But im willing to give it all up for u.
Ryan. says:
HEY
Ryan. says:
YOU DONT SAY SO MUCH
Ryan. says:
U ASK UR OWN GIRLF WHAT SHE SAY TO ME FIRST
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHAT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU TELL ME FIRST ..
Ryan. says:
Dont keep blaming me ok
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHY WOULDNT YOU CALL ME THEN HER ?
Ryan. says:
if she never treat me so nice , u think i will have funny feelings towards her ?
Ryan. says:
she called me.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
THIS IS WHAT YOU GONNA DO WHEN UR BEST BROTHER HAS A GIRLFRIEND ?
Ryan. says:
What ever u wanna ask me now u just ask !
Ryan. says:
i admit im wrong.
Ryan. says:
im sorry to talk to her behind ur back.
Ryan. says:
im sorry for everything.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
SORRY FOR WHAT FUCK ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
NOW YOU GONNA BREAK UP WITH MY GF RIGHT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
ISNT THAT YOU WANT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
HAPPY RIGHT ?
Ryan. says:
NO.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
ITS TRUE, WHAT MARK AND JUSTIN SAID BEFORE.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU AND UR BROTHER LOVES GETTING OVER BROTHER GIRLFRIEND ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
CONGRATS !
Ryan. says:
EH
Ryan. says:
WHY DONT U ASK UR GIRLF HOW SHE TREAT ME ?
Ryan. says:
HOW SHE SAY
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU SAID FROM UR OWN BLOG, YOU JUST WANNA COME SINGAPORE JUST TO MEET UR FREAKING BEST BROTHER ..
Ryan. says:
DONT TELL BOYSTER I CALLED YOU
Ryan. says:
DONT TELL BOYSTER THIS DONT TELL BOYSTER THAT.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
AND NOW WHAT ?
Ryan. says:
AND NOW CAUSE OF HER U TRYING TO PUSH ME AWAY
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
EH BITCH, YOU MY BROTHER ... WHY YOU DOING THIS TO ME ?
Ryan. says:
IM YOUR BROTHER
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
IF SHE SAYS THAT WHY DONT YOU TELL ME !
Ryan. says:
YOU'RE MY BROTHER
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
OKAY STOP ALL THIS SHIT BROTHER STUFF ! STOP ALL THE GUARDIAN ANGEL THINGY ... YOU BETTER FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE ..
Ryan. says:
BUT I DONT WANNA LOSE A FRIEND TOO. WHEN ME AND HER WERE ENEMIES , U KEEP SAY THAN U IN V DIFFICULT POSITION. SO NOW I TALK TO HER . THAN SHE KEEP TALKING TO ME ALREADY.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
IM SO FUCKING DISAPPOINTED ON YOU !
Ryan. says:
THATS WHAT U WANT. FINE
Ryan. says:
y cant u hear ur brother words instead
Ryan. says:
ur pm is all just fucking me
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
FOR WHAT FUCK ?
Ryan. says:
and still write
Ryan. says:
girlf i love you
Ryan. says:
SO IM ALL IN THE WRONG
Ryan. says:
ALL THE BLAME IS ON ME THEN ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
WHEN MY OWN BEST BROTHER HONGING MY OWN GIRLFRIEND ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
YOU WANNA PLAY THIS ? LETS PLAY .... I GONNA POST THIS CONVERSATION ON MY BLOG ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
SEE WHO IS THE FUCKING BIG DEALER !
Ryan. says:
U WANNA DO THAT ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
i can do whatever i want ..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
im BOYSTER.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
bitch!
Ryan. says:
y cant u just hear me
Ryan. says:
if you do that im never going back anymore.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
THEN DONT COME BACK !
Ryan. says:
WHY CANT YOU HEAR ME
Ryan. says:
I KNOW YOU LONGER
Ryan. says:
WHY CANT U HEAR ME OTHER THAN HER
Ryan. says:
LAST TIME UR GIRLF AND U BREAK
Ryan. says:
WHO IS THE ONE THERE FOR U
Ryan. says:
NOW YOU JUST GONNA PUT SOMEONE FIRST IN PLACE OTHER THAN ME .
Ryan. says:
AND NOT ONLY THAT , U WANNA FUCK ME AWAY.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
first thing first i trust you !
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
i trusted you ..
Ryan. says:
i know . I wanted to tell you . I wanted to.
Ryan. says:
i know im in the wrong.
Ryan. says:
but cant u stand by me and hear what i've got to say ?
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
im not gonna listen to you anymore..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
u are first thing LIAR !
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
2ND thing : loves getting over Brother girlfriends
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
3rdly : Words are meant to be broken ..
Ryan. says:
Forget it . Everything u just gonna blame on me . Ur girlf is the angel . Shes the only one that matters.
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
SHES NOT EVEN MY ANGEL..
ᴃᴏуѕтеᴙﺖ. This is what i deceived from my Best Brother. Fuck You! I hate you! says:
NO ANGEL FOR ME ANYMORE OKAY .

Girlfriend is here! : X

Yeap, I am here to hack into my love' blog !

HAPPY 2MTH ANNI MY BOY ! LOVE YA : )

Life has not been easy for my boy,

Of cos he do have lovely friends dat care for him & not forgetting myself ! : )

& hereby, his gf want thanks everyone who cares for my bf !

Thanks you guys for been there for him! Or not it will be even more hard for him

Boy, thanks for enduring my rubbish at times

I know it had been hard for you,

I have been trying my best to be ur girlfriend

Viewing your old post, U are already the *BEST BOYFRIEND for me okay ?

You changed my life into a better one oso u know ?

I learn how to listen to other ppl comments den going for my stubborn thinking

I learn how to trust and everything.

I know I am a gf who let u worry ,

Have my word, I will learn how to tc of myself

In order to let u stop worrying & taking care of u too ( :

I don know what will happen in the future but I am sure I love u alot.

I wanna get closer to you,

& make ur life happier.

END.

Joey Love Boyster

Family, Big Brother freaking FAKE!

How i wish i could Breathe Slow, when my family is corrupting now.
Feeling like Renting a house and stay by my own.
Whenever i came back from home, brother always 24/7 everyday using laptop.
How i gonna suffer at this type of house.

I wanna put it at this Journal, i really hate my family alot.

Brother always get fast cash from father, whenever he asked.
Whenever i asked he will like Okay, will transfer you.

[ Imagine call arond 2pm, he transfer you around 9pm. ]
wtf mode!

Father always give in more to my brother then me. I hate you fucking father!
I hate you!

Let's talk about my POP. (Pass out Parade)
Was expecting my parents to turn out or my brother.
But it tears down thru my heart, other's get their parents to come.
But my parent's didn't. I was so fucking sad!
Even my leg has a legimen tear, i need to take 2 heavy bags.
No one help me. ):
It's okay, once i reached home. I tears down.
And parent's was asking why, i just kept quiet.

Now brother leg is pain.
HE'S FUCKING LEG JUST PAIN MAH!
MINE IS LEGIMEN TEAR FOR GODSAKE!

Why must fucking care him, then me ?
I asked him go see Doctor, he refuse WTF ! WTF !

Another thing is I hate my brother cause he fucking USELESS!
SERIOUSLY USELESS!
After he ORD, he didn't intend to find work !
He was expecting my Dad to give him money go get a A' Level.
Wtf ! Now is what! Half of the Year already.
Knn! Where got time to study! Bitch!

24/7 everyday at home playing Laptop, didn't bathe for like 2 days.
Fucking SMELLY! Fucking LAZY! USELESS!
Brother, i hope you get a DISEASE SOON!
SOON YOUR EYES WILL GO BLIND!
SOON YOUR LEG CAN'T WALK!

I FUCKING HATE YOU! HATE YOU! TO THE MAX.
WISH YOU DIDN'T EVEN BORN AT THIS WORLD!
MUTHAFUCKA! _|_

Nowadays, keep going to Princess play Dota, Audition @ Bedok.
Accompanied by my Uncle! (:
He's the best! I talked everything to him.

Girlfriend, i love you!
Tomorrow going Specialist @ CGH. @ 9.30am.
Wanna check my leg is alright anot.
So don't you worry, don't think too much alright dear.
Glad that dear is back at home. (:
I'm happy to hear that.
Will meet you soon my girlfriend.

Dear, i don't like that gan brother of mine is because i'm not jealous or what.
Is just that im ur Boyfriend, you or him can call each other like 3-6hours.
But why your Boyfriend didn't ?
He's in trouble ? Why must he always call me ? Asking for help.
But why when happy times he didn't call me.
All i ask in my life is to be Happy and not Emo anymore.
Sigh.

Ryan, your the best! I miss you so much.
Come back fast brother.

I love my girlfriend (:

Pop Liaoxz !

Hahaxz, i like that BOOM BOOM POW!
BOOM BOOM POP ? Hahaxz.

OMG ! 3months is like so fucking face!
I LIKE ..........

NO TRAINING! NO TRAINING! NO MORE.
YEAH (:

Okayxz, i will update some pictures from my camp.
Cause i bring camera phone at camp, hahahahahxz!
Funny lo.
Miss those people inside! Sgt all. MISS YOU GUYS.
My tears drop sia. ):

Nevermind, fucking fuck off from BMT fucking fuck dont see their fucking face anymore.
No more going to travel to Ferry go tekong liao hahahahahxz.

Dear, i miss you so much.
I was surprising Dear that time when to East Coast.
She don't believe i didn't when club sia. Hahaxz.
SPY LO. Hahahahahxz.
She was shock hahahahahxz.

Okayxz, i gonna bathe go out liaos.
Tc peoples.

*LOVE MY DEAR. (:

Diva is a Female Version of Hustla ! (:

Okay, today will be heading to my camp back.
Sibei sian! Seriously.
Saw all those Fucking Face people. Rarr! (x

Yesterday when to take MC, about my Leg.
Doctor give me 5 days MC till 12 of june.
Then why today i must head back to Camp!
Pathetic fuck ! Rarr.
Cause tomorrow is my POP, haha! I'm bloody happy seriously!

Get ready to fuck off from that BMT TEKONG Place.
But i will attend the POP Parade, just that i never march.
Hahahaha! So my parent's won't be attending. (x
I will be attending and see my Fucking Mates Marching.

*__ can i just go home.

LOLS! Waste of time seriously.

Yesterday when to East Coast.
Dear don't know i when to Club. But i didn't go.
As there is alot of people! So JAM! RIOT! LOL =X
So headed to East Coast to give her a surprise.
Spy on her at East Coast. Haha! Okay, actually wanna SPY her at Mac.

But when walking to the tunnel and when up the stairs.
Saw my dear, cycena, cycena mum and uncle. LOL!
Not fun! ):

Nevermind, was very happy to see my dear (:
Wish you don't cry anymore. And return to your home back.
I Love You dear (:

Okay, i got to go prepare. To go BACK CAMP ! ARGHS !

Bye guys.
Ehxz, btw check my new Playlist (:
New R&B'S Songs. Check it out! Thank You.
And please Click that bloody ADS ! LOL =X

i'm dieing please help me !

I wanna change the Malay song lyrics to English.
It goes something like this. ):

Camelia, please deeply forgive me.
As i could not accompany you till you sleep.
Camelia, just forget about me.
Don't ever come find me again.

You are the very Best woman i ever had.
That have go thru into my heart.
The Best woman who is very Protective.
I beg you, just Forget about me.

Just don't Cry again.
I feel it's time to stop now.
Maybe in the later part,
You will get a Lover that is much better then me.

Just forget about me.
Don't bring our Memories back again.
I'm scared the people who love me before, get affected.
That you are kept as my Love one before.

Is just that maybe i'm thinking too much or you're the one who is thinking too much.
Maybe i given you alot of Freedom at first.
Because i don't like to see Girl's suffer alot.
You wrote : You know you had to trust me but you feeling so lost with what are we.
Maybe you lost the trust in me, i don't know about that.

Sigh .......

1stly : I don't like you to Jealous about Ah bie things.
You keep comparing her and you.
You wanna complete with her.
You are my Girlfriend, why you wanna complete with her ?
Why ?

2ndly : You love giving surprise and YES !
I told you i heading to JB, but you insist of going my Blk below just to wait for me.
If anything happen to you ? Sigh.
You didn't sms me at first, you wanna come find me.
And Cycena ask me to U-Turn back ?
Then what i gonna tell my friend ?
Our plan has Spoilt. Whatever lah.

3rdly : Yes ! I love you always as you are my Only Girlfriend.
I always Care about you! Now you asking me back where the BF who always care
about Gf, take it as you please me ?
Is i changed alot or You are the one who change alot ?

***I'm just asking you a Favour, just go back to Your own house.
Maybe i didn't realise that you Rented the house is your Ex house.
What will people think ? You tell me. Why are you so Stubborn Girlfriend.
Anything will happen, thought you are not scared but you just let go of your Fear.
And still carry on Staying there. I'm as your Boyfriend, will have a headace.
Is your Ex house, i'm your Boyfriend here! Sigh, i don't know what to do.

You wanna go Pub or Club. I just let you go. Cause i know i trust you alot.
But maybe alot of people said's i'm Crazy! Letting Girlfriend go to Pub or Club.
Because we two trust each other. I don't wanna listen to people, please for what!
And another thing, this is between us ! Girlfriend & Boyfriend, why do another party
need to KEPO in our Relationship, even the another party never takecare of their
Relationship! Wtf!

Okay, i know i'm not a Good Boyfriend afterall.
You were asking to Break with me isn't it ?
Well, your friends ask you isn't it ?
Even Cycena did told me : You know your Girlfriend nearly wanna break up with you.
Okay, then why you don't even dare to Msg me you wanna break with me.
Just do it! Just do it!

You know how the feelings goes. Yes, and let it be.
Maybe it's time i learn a lesson, right?

Even Ah bie said on her Fcuking mouth : Your Girlfriend is more Prettier then me!
Why she wanna Jealous about ? She wanna compare with me for what ?

Sigh, i just don't know what to do.
Deep in my Heart is hurting so bad.
Feeling like giving up! Seriously. ):

i'm a bad boyfriend, i know.
i give in many times. i give girls freedom.
but they never respect and give me freedom back.
what i want now is just takecare of yourself.
is a sad feeling, i know.

fark love.

i'm really sick of this thingxz.
help me god! settle it.

mum told me : becareful of thingxz of ur love one's.
because there's someone wanna compete with you with ur girlfriend ?
i was HUHS !

girl, your so stubborn till i can't really do anything. ):
uninvited soulxz ... give me this passion to give love.

15th then i going club, have no mood going on sunday.
maybe only.
will update later on.

later have L4D session's. (:
ohxz, another thing my prepaid low like fcuk.
anything sms me i will call back.

Kau wanita terhebat
Yang pernah singgah di hatiku
Kau wanita yang tegar
Aku mohon lupakan aku

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini

Mungkin di suatu saat nanti

Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Our funniest moment Picture's in Glen car's !
In our life. (:
**** Miss!

Maybe it's time to let it go ..... ):
Heartbreaker !

A last outing with Glen, cause he going to Army. (:

Okay, yesterday when to Bugis. Meet out terry. Hit some arcade, as like long long time didn't
even press those arcade games haha !
After that asking Terry to call Glen whether hes back anot. And hes back from Malaysia.
Take cab down to Whampoa and sort his Army things out. As it is last minute do haha.
Me and Terry was helping him sort out his stuff, scared that anything didn't bring, DIE !

After doing his Army stuff, glen drive to pickup hes dad to back home. Near toa payoh there.
In mean time i called Jia Yin to prepare meet her nearby her house. After that glen drove to
Pek Kio. Meet up Baba and Amanda. Baba when back home and said last goodbye to Glen on serving Army.

After that when to Buy our Dinner, Fried Rice. So little ! Dumb. Cost about $2.50.
So we when to Amanda house to eat. While Amanda was Bathing.
After eat we send Jia Yin home and straight to Changi Airport to Pickup Joseph.
He was attach to Thailand to do some training. Woah ! Come back with 2 MARTELL. (:

Okay, below is all those picture i took and Amanda took.
Have a look (:


*Inside glen car.


*Acting cute ? LOL.


*After 2weeks, we shall see how he look
when he is Botak ! (:


*Getting ready to eat our Dinner !


*See how Hungry is him ! =P


*And this girl too !


*Wanna get this kind of hair ? LOL !
Terry will like it ! Hahaxz.


*And here we are to Pickup Joseph .

End.

I taught we have those Strong Relationship.
But its really broke my Heart!
I'm totally Emo right now.
How could you!

So Untouched !



And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye

Yesterday, my dear and her dearie (cycena wu) hahahahaxz!
can't said her surname LOL !
She so funny!
Okayxz, we was playing true and dare! =.O that suggestion is from Cycena.
Ya, thanks to her. I not playing that game anymore.
Ton with my dear and her dearie till 6am in the morning.

Okayxz, i now getting prepare to meet my uncle. As promised.
Dear now at Town, i think go find job. Okayxz, wish you good luck dear.
Remember i always love you! (:
I taken my medicine too. I won't smoke too much alright.

8 more days to POP. Woohoo.
Later updating more things, stay tuned.

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Step my head and i shall spin you like hell !

Dear, i don't feel good when you move house to Eunos. It's a rent house i know.
But i just don't feel good. Alot of thingxz happen.
Is all because of my leg that's why this suay thingxz happen.

I feel so jealous when the guy *** you. Is like your own boyfriend can't *** you.
Fcukxz, stop disturb my girlfriend or i shall beat you down.
Fcuking hell, owned her money then just return everything ! Fcukxz !
Muthafcuka.

Rarr. Stupid people makes relationship very fcuktupxz !

Okayxz, dear we haven seen each other like 2 weeks. I wanna meet you soon, i miss you too much ! Let my leg recover fast. (:

Should i go for the Singapore Idol Audition... It's on Saturday. I wanna tryout! Yeah.
See how my mood. (: