31 dec.

31 of december, th day t countdown t 2009.
haha, finally!

- will update in th morning.

27 dec, bbq pictures.

Happy Birthday t Jia Yin.
7 Years of brother & sisterhood.

Live Your Life.

life is complicated on th year of 2008. i have make some changes on my cliques. its a good thingy too. i already chosen th right friends, best friends, brother & sister.

- they are th coolest in th world! (:

i shall not mention any names, cause it would'nt be fair t others.
hmm, cine-leisure & bugis is being my favourite hot - spot?! now i burning them down.
some people regret of mixing with th people there, but what t do. once you mixed with them you have t bear with it?! but it was a great changes t me. i think once a month i will like go there for like 3 times per month.

i hope 2009 will be a good great perfect year. i looking forward t next year. i hope it won't be like unlucky 2008. please god, i make 1 wished. so that 2009 won't have any unlucky things. (:
im glad t met some of you guys & girls. friends. maybe im too friendly, that's why i have alot of friends. hehe *_*.
but some people taught i was those gangster kids. no?! its 2009, it will be a great change.

- remember this ; so live your life, looking at th mirror and keep on shining people! (:

thanks t th people, who try so hard t make me smile and change in my life. so i would'nt be really into emo, that is so emo-tion's. but i will remember you guys who ruin my life deeply. cause once you stepped into my tailed i will always remember you!

for love, yeah (:
for th mean time i will be single. i still finding th meaning of love. love is all about hurting is it real?! for some people is so couple, i will not hide under my bed and cry like a baby

- saying ; why don't i have a girlfriend, whereas friends out there have.
single is fun?! serious talk. haha (:

well, on th 13 of march. i will be going t army, its like so soon. i will try t spend more times with you cool cliques! i love you guys & girls. misses, maybe 31 dec. we could form back and we shall ton th way we do !
will army be tough ? im not scared of anything. but only 1 thing, i can eventually see ghost in any place.

- ghost ; will you don't disturb me when im in army. please, i beg for mercy. i didn't disturb you, but please don't disturb me. thank you!

t ; Ryan'Best Brother.
will be waiting for you t come back on Feb. i don't care, i must see you before i going army. and i will be Emo'Botak. haha (:
hope on Feb we could spend real times, before i go in. you are always my best brother of all. no one will ever create shyt's t our brother relationship?!

- first thing first ; why do people ask, why Ryan is your best brother ?

- th reason are ; we can clique together whenever we can. same horoscope. july baby's. same attitude LOL =X, love th way we are. we share secret's... and we won't ever tell lies.(this one i not clear, haha.) th best brother among all brother's.

i hope Ryan didn't read this?! LOL =X
bro, keep update your blog please. i taught you promised me t post everyday. and i will put th thingy for you ?! i hope you okay @ KL. i really damn worry about you. yes, Feb i gonna meet you. no matter what happens! (:

1 more day t new year eve. just waiting impatient. (:
2009! woohoo .................

&'s Boyster ; now everybody watchin what I do, come walk in my shoes
and see the way that, i'm livin if you really want to
i got my mind on my money, and i'm not goin nowhere
So keep on gettin yo paper and keep on climbin
look in the mirror and keep on shinin
til the game end, til the clock stop
we gon' post up on the top spot.

livin' the life, the life.

takecare.
HAPPY NEW YEAR, T EVERYONE! (:

let me said about where i go just now.
rounding .... a car.

go get some drink at kopitiam at bedok, with eric & freeze-x.
was waiting for glen t come.
after awhile, freeze needed t take bus back home as it was th last bus. 12.33
so accompany wait for bus, after that went t princess macdonald meet up jon & nick this two was fcuking cute can?! they call each other bie ... haha as in hubby. it was damn xia suay lo! nick drop 2 medium coke infront of macdonald entrance. and get th manager t replace their drinks haha! it was t impact that nick shout so fcuking loud haha. slack awhile.

after that went t slack near my house there... 3am + like that glen reach, so went t pasir ris kopitiam and have our supper. thanks for th treat glen! own you. haha.
after that went home it was 5am + getting ready t go have a good rest cause later on theres an underage club. th last underage club i think. its at st james powerhouse.
today eric was quite crazy laughing like a mad person haha! i don't know why he is so funny today, as i entertain him till he non-stop hits laughing. damn! hahahahahaha.

okay i gonna sleep early now.
takecares.

happy reading.

heres a video t entertain you guys & girls.
lady gaga & Kat Deluna - Just Dance Vs Whine Up thumbs up! nice video and hot!

how i wish i could keep this emotion's deeply inside me....
whenever i get drunk is because i wanna make all th emotional's inside me t comeout at once, so that i won't be emo and cry like a baby!

i feel great whenever my brother's, friend's was beside me. so that they could accompany t keep by myside. i don't needa girlfriend, cause its too hurting. but a feeling hais, shut this part! shyt....

girl, i miss you much. yes, i miss you much.
i wanna make up like nanana. hais .....
i won't ever cut myself again! i promised t alot of people, i have just t keep emotions coming thru and out.
i can just stay at my silent face, while everyone was laughing. how can it be! i should be laughing throughout my happiness. fcuk! what im doing.

whenever laoda was out of army, he will be always finding me without failed. i keep on going t his house t keep him accompany, i don't wanna him t be crazy and too emotion. if hes crazy, you know what! hes more stronger dhen me can?! omg, seems that im so big size?! but he is more stronger dhen me! wthell. haha.

keep slacking and tonning at pasir ris & tamp. i feel that im so kampong kia. but once in a life time can. but can't be everyday, if not you be sick of it.
drank last night, just t keep my emotions gone. play poker card while who's losing drink it up. haha, well im th most. it was so yuck's! its not even martell hahahaha!
nevermind.

t th spammer or passerby..
i don't care whatever you tagging about! and i won't cry or hurt myself just because you spam. haha, but 1 thing for sure, i feel bored. cause always th same news.. even channel 5 news they would change news and topic. but you just keep talking about jealousy. i just don't understand seriously! haha.

can't wait till monday, will be th last party @St James Powerhouse.
for underage.
so, if you please get back t me as soon as possible as th tickets will be sold out! limited tickets so hurry get from me! 82252314. details will be shown later on. as im fcuking sleepy. thanks t everyone who cheer me up,
firstly is eric (MY LAODA). hes th best!

=D
alright gonna sleep soon.
tomorow must wake up fast! as be going t plaza singapura t have some arcades game.
long time long time! never play, sorry i know its a waste of money but i needa bit of fun. you guys don't wanna give me fun, dhen i shall emo till th end of my life. haha!

tcs.

omg! ...

t spammer's or whoever wanna be me.
replying t all spammers and whoever wanna be me.
haha, it was damn funny la can!

everytime im getting bored on spammers, cause its like dhere's no other topic and new news. all about me only?! why you guys seems t be jealous about me ...
im jealous cause i have alot of friends ?! ya, i can said i alot of girl-friends. so that's why you jealous about me ... why you don't try t have luck on your fragging face!
LOL =X

you just a skunks! with no manners ? no respect about my own blog. what are you trying t say now ? about my family, hah! this is a great part men! i love my family, they give me money all th time i ask. how about you ? no right. haha! cause you know what, i fcuking look down on you ! they love me too, cause im so pure eurasian kind of guy. i can be a model anytime, maybe you can't cause you are FCUKING shorty! ahahahaha. jealous ? let me said somemore things alright.

so whatever it is, if your just jealous about me? wanna said something about me, how about you show me somethings that i can't do? please, i don't need t join gang ! i have my own headman, that is my god. cause god gives us everything we need, when we pray. for what i gonna join gang ?! haha, freaks! skunks! weird peoples. with no names. and another thing, you rather use my name dhen ur own name ? haha, thanks alot. you promoting my name! you making me more famous! you making me more richer, you click my blog i earn money! haha ! =D thanks alot.

i shall, post later on. cause i got bbq at east coast chao!
this days, keep tonning and sleeping at my laoda eric house. cool!
tcs.

and last but not least.
see this pic.

i don't understand.

im living my life, was down on Christmas!

Got everybody watching what I do,
Come walk in my shoes,
And see the way I'm living if you really want to,
Got my mind on my money, and I'm not going away.

So keep on getting ya paper.
And keep on climbing.
Look in the mirror.
And keep on shining.
Til the game end,
Til the clock stop,
We gon post up on the top stop.

Living my life.
My life.
Got a brand new CD.
Got my whole team living life.
My life.
I do it how I wanna do.
I'm living my life.
My life.
I will never lose
I'm living my life
My life
And I'm not stopping.
__________________________________________

Yes, i gonna live my life. T.I Featuring Rihanna - Live Your Life.
The songs make me wanna change, is like living your own life. Is a good thingy.
Thumbs all finger up! For this song.

I will never lose, I'm living my own life! hehe. (=

Merry X'mas to everyone! Sorry for all i made my mistake, i hope you guys forgive and forget everything that has conflict between us.
Yes! Live your life guys & girls.

First thing in the morning, wake up so early. Then sleep awhile, meet up Eric Laoda!
@ Bedok. Straight bus (7) to Cineleisure. Cause im very hungry! Damn hungry. Is because of him i suppose to wake up early and prepare fast. Haha. It's okay. It was raining, colding me inside my skin. Damn cold! Cool! After that went to Long John Silver eat. After that slacked and rot around at cine. Waiting for them to reached.
Meet up, Leonard & Sinyi, Justin & His Gf, Vevian & Her Bf the couples. LOL! Tofu, TingTing & Songeng. Woah! Haha, saw alot of familiar people. Missing them! Cause long time never saw them. And miss those time can! So all rot & talk shits at (7)eleven outside. Eric went home changed.

Before they come we went to arcade and dance Para Para all the way. LOL! Exercise.
After that between 8pm - 8.30pm went to Waterloo St. For the underage event. Currently that event was quite bored! Damn fcuking bored! So Ah Bie reach, she also said she don't wanna go in. Quite bored! So they all wait for me outside. Haha, cause i got tag. So i can come in anytime. Was fcuking boring seriously! So me, Tofu, Sara & Eric walked to cineleisure from there. Ah Bie went meeting her boyfriend at Cathay.

Didn't ask Justin & his gf went along, sorry. Was down all the way. This year Christmas is such a boring year. I was all black within my face. I could not control my emo-tion's too well. Im sorry for those things.
So went to cineleisure, eat Long John Silver again! Sara, Eric & Tofu went to kopitiam eat. So ex, still go. Haha!

Saw TingTing, Vevian & her bf, Joe & Songeng. They accompany me eat, thanks alot!
TingTing, sister did told me. "Forget the conflict between you and Songeng. Talk to him leh." Sis, if someone already promised a thing. Will it be break?!
So he did break, of cause im angry. He didn't even said a word to me. Must i make the first move?! Talk to him?! It's his fault?! Brother till like this! Seriously, i didn't do anything wrong. Sigh.

But while eating, i saw his face. Was abit like so sadness. I didn't when talking to him, in the end. What am i suppose to do?! WTF?! Im doing actually. Shits. =X

So after that Vevian & her bf when back. So left me, TingTing, Joe & Songeng.
We keep saying where to go, where to go. LOL!
Lastly, Tingting & Joe when to Ang Mo Kio. Songeng when back home. So left me, Sara, Eric, Tofu & Justin & his gf.

So we walked all the way to Clake Quay just to slack and chit-chat till first bus & train.
Saw Travis & his friend, they went slacking with us.
Im seriously was damn down, i could'nt control my own emo-tions. Is like someone is taking over your emo-tion. Thanks Tofu brother, for the shoulder.
Really appreciate it! After that around 6am plus, waiting for bus (2). When Bedok with Justin & his gf. Woah! Justin is so power! Can send his gf go Bedok, then still take bus go Kovan back. Haha! What a gentleman, haha!
So other when back home too.

Before we got home, we went for breakfast at Bedok Food Centre. Nasi Lemak, woohoo! Nice!
And now im here, Home Sweet Home.

Thanks for the reading!
Takecare, And once again Merry X'mas to everyone.
Even though im down. I still have the mood to celebrate Merry X'mas. (=

avoid misunderstanding ;
sorry sorry sorry t tingting, my best best adek(sis)!


always my adek.
i won't blame you for nothing.
i won't ever lose a friend like you too. (=

firstly ; it was a huge misunderstanding, i hope my sister didn't meant anything.
LOL, what a huge mistake. sister, just because of this happen. on that day we are two in separate mode. how i wish that this things won't happen, t make our day worst. i hope this time round nothing will happen again. (=
about th meeting at bugis mos burger, yes im in th wrong. im so so sorry! )=

2ndly ; omg, did i give a bad reaction. im totally sorry, sister. i was in an angry/happy mode. i spent my 2nd underage clubbing with th atmosphere that is so impact! after that see what happen?! nevermind. thanks t all who at th dancefloor accompany me dance, like my adek! (tingting). i hope you would forgive me adek.

happy x'mas t everyone.
hope that nothing happens t me and everyone that is apart of me! (=

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a fcuking brother, what kind of brother you are!
son of a bytch! said accompany till th club ends?! end up?!
you have meet your new BROTHER right?! so leave me aside?!

good, for you. serve you right manxzxz!
yes, i know he more better dhen me. so just fcukingxzxz leave me!
i don't die without you, i have still more brothers who care and concern about me!
your just a fcuker seriously! i didn't intend t meet you ever again. call me, i won't answer ur calls.
so this is a clue for you BYTCHXZXZ _|_ .

slept late, and wake up even more late. suppose t meet tingting, tofu, song eng.
nevermind, tingting & songeng dua me. they take cab without me. its ok!
i know im in th fault, i wake up late. prepare/bathe, do my hair. mrt down t bugis.
meet them at bugis mos burger. justin was later dhen me! i already tell t meet at 6pm - 7pm.
but i reach more faster dhen justin nevermind! justin came, and we finished eating @mos burger.
so we went t arcade play some games. with tingting friend.

after that take cab down t ZOUK! it was a GOOD&BAD party.
firstly, th price are expensive.
2ndly, gangster are all over th place.
3rdly, fighting was all over th dancefloor.
4thly, friend got stabbed. wtf!

this is what i hate about underage party.
th queue was alright. but this happen, NO WAY MEN!
after that dhere's somethings happen about my cliques.
it was not meant t be like this. i hope it ends today!
im sick of fighting about somethings.
should not reveal! =[

after that wanted t eat prata shop, but it closed. so we went over t great world city t see mac was open. but it closed too. so we take cab down t lido, eat morning breakfast. after that justin, tofu & ah bie went home. so me, eric & sara mrt down t bedok. t slack awhile, after that straight
HOME SWEET HOME! DIE.

meeting eric & sara later.
thank you for reading.

tcs.

why make it, till it so pain.
my brain are hurting me.
stop it! stop it!
keep bleeding in love.
i don't know why my head keep hurting me.
oh god, what happen! =[

later on is zouk, don't make th event without me.
i wish t be dhere. sigh, i feel so sad whenever i said i wanna make love with that girl.
but its too hard, t forget someone who you really love alot.

song currently listening from JOEL brother blog : 失落非主流 - Jay Chou.
finally hes back! i think so, he said : Sunday he will be back.
i hope so! and i wish t meet him. T.T
sorry about th camera thingy. sigh.

what a sad song. i love listening t his songs.
number 1 supported for JAY! woohoo.

eric, sara and ah wei. forgive me for not meeting you guys on sat.
my head are hurting me seriously. i already taken alot alot of panadol.

t eric, laoda! be strong. please, don't be like me please!
my head really hurt! get out! get out! anything is inside.
CRY'S........

please once again GO OUT! T.T

thanks for all th people who care about me!
all tags will be reply tomorrow, sorry for th delay.

Brent, brother. don't because of DOTA we quarrel.
im sorry, im sorry. its not xialan or what.
sigh, you always said about that thingy. i have nothing t said.
but seriously! we are th best brother alright, nothing can break our brother relationship.

i wish t said something about someone.
hais, firstly that is a brother of mine.

you didn't even care about me anymore.
as your brother, im always there whenever you need me! but since ......
skip ! T.T
now that all our brothers have girlfriend, its time we need t find one. =(
but go ahead without me, i won't and never find one.
fcuking hurt alot! i don't wanna get hurt again.

let's end this UNLUCKY YEAR, and i gonna start with a good YEAR. 2009.
please, end this 2008 fast. i wish t step in t 2009, cause it is OX YEAR i think haha.

christmas, guys lets meet up altogether we can spend time more. if you guys free.
i miss last 2 years and last year! omg it was fcuking lucky year, t celebrate with you guys.
i hope this christmas would be more fun.
see you guys dhen.

[=
i miss, i care, i concern, i love t those who show CARE & CONCERN & RESPECT towards me.

i don't give a fcuk whoever is so JEALOUS about me!
that is damn childish. =P

alright, yesterday (sunday)
meet song eng at bedok, take bus 31 t whampoa take something from my didi.
and eat our dinner at hua jie shop (hokkien mee) NICE SUPER NICE.
$3 bucks like $4-$5 sia. woohoo! hunger comes and go. =P

after that when t parklane, was about t meet ah fan.
and something happen, he didn't make it. sigh, i don't know what ah fan thinking about seriously.
i seriously hate him now! he said hes friend was being ROBBED + BEAT ?! and now at hospital.
2 times you bastard me. what you gonna do next ?! KILL ME ?!
please, do. i will thanks you for doing that.
_|_ you.

after that when find glen, he finished work. so we decided t go rounding.
round about t novena, kallang, tampines & bedok.
and finally we are so tired, so we hit t kallang mac before we home sweet home. [=

end,
takecares.

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done. do you guys think it is true ?
haha, well. its a illusion only.

weird emo.

a hope of love t you girl .....
i hope your happy with your life now .....

every girl's, i can get her and spend th whole life with her till th end ...
was all lost in hope ....
i keep on give th girl i like, t friends surrounding me ....
why am i so stupid ... i didn't even get th chance t be with her ....
whereas some other people get that chance t be with her ....

why ?! why ....... ?!
am i that fcuking wasted ?!
am i that fcuking useless ?!
am i that fcuking whatever it is ?!

i did what i have t do, just t give in t my friends surrounding me .....
it was a fcuking mistake t intro girl's that i like t my surrounding friends ....
maybe they are more pro then me .... in making friends t love t lover ...
i wanted t end this love ... but th love has not been broken ....
i have t wait for a girl, that is so LOVING, CARE & EVERYTHING ....

i wish so ....
christmas is coming .....
yes, i gonna be alone again ....
i don't wish t go out with 1 big group ...
i wish dhere's someone who could accompanied me t th club ....
emo christmas day .... YEAH ! [=

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when t bedok KFC, meet up justin and his girlfriend. after that when t parklane for a dota match and audition. =X
ah fan, flying aeroplane again ....
if next time said meet, dhen meet ...
don't get owned by yourself ....
i dislike this type of people ... waiting for him like 4 -5 hours ....
said meet end up never meet ...
_|_

after that when plaza singapura, t walk walk around ... end up went back bedok ... send justin girlfriend home ... after that walk t bus interchange, justin bus end?! so we went t pasir ris, look for my laoda [eric]. thanks for accompanied us just now, if not we have t place t go. and thanks t sara for letting eric. after that seat down, chit chat. we went back home like 7am in da morning.
later meeting eric, sara and ah wei at 2pm ....
we gonna go marine parade walk-walk ...
anyone coming, msg me. thank you.
have a nice day, thanks for viewing ....

tcs.

CIRCUS, IS TH SEX.

i feel so bad, sigh.
why some people saids that i treat other brother's differently.
we brother's together come and go. you guys know i have heart that is broken!
i must not always think about you brother's, i have t think about that girl!
okay, i can said im very fcuking stupid! alright. i should have accepted that girl.
but why must i! why! shut up shut up! stop talking about that girl alright!
let her in PEACE. fcuking SHUT UP! i hate that alright.

yes, i treat other brother's differently. YOU KNOW WHY!
cause some of you brother's are JERK! SELFISH!
eh bro ! you such a selfish! maybe in th beggining i treat you good.
in th end, YES! i treat very bad. cause you know why, YOU FCUKING CHANGE ALOT!
no want will fcuking understand my feeling. stop begging me for love t that girl alright.

don't ever go around saids that, brother i everytime with you. whatever you go i accompany you! DID YOU?! NO! PLEASE. i treat my bros all equal alright. if you treat me good!
OF CAUSE I TREAT YOU GOOD. so fcuking shut ur mouth up okay. i don't selfish on CIGGERATES ! i don't selfish on MONEY ! if i really not enough MONEY ! i will said.

i realise that time we seat down and eat with our cliques, you saw me passing ciggerate t my other brother. you was like in th heart " woah, boyster so good give him. why never give me "
THINK AND THINK OKAY.
im NOT fcuking SELFISH about ciggerate! you even DAMN never buy ciggerates everytime i go out with you. everytime i buy i always give you! i never SAY ANYTHING, th way you tell people and th way you look at me! its as if i OWN you ciggerate!
you seat down at home, think and think alright. i don't want because of this we brother's quarrel.

NO CIGGERATE, ASK. got mouth right?!

today meet up song eng at tampines, was taking something at simei. its ****. well, i didn't intend t take. cause i was heart-broken. i wanted t take, but at last i threw it away. i don't touch those things anymore. PROMISE?! didn't went t watch th movie. as i late. RARR! im very sorry.
maybe next time alright. but th movie gonna end, ending already. sigh. shyt!
after that we eat dinner at near sun park plaza dhere. after that slacked till 11pm+
we went home, and continue our DOTA VS DOTA. LOL!
i trying lesser and lesser not t play. as my PRETTY will be angry. haha.

end here, i didn't sleep for 1 day already. i think i gonna sleep soon.
tingting and vevian, friday we shall go for our interview alright.
hope we get th same job, dhen we can feel th moneyness! LOL!

tcs.

here's a new video of britney spears - circus.
check it out! all britney spears song are damn nice! [=

heres th official video :


and this is her remix,
th remix is th SEX!

im just a helper, atleast im bothered t find a tic. and ask you pay lesser dhen th usual price. woah! you intend t spread around?! you think i scared?! NO! th tic was found at th floor. you SON OF A BITCH. its your bdae, that's why i sell you cheaper?! maybe i can give th tic for free?! because it was your bdae, GOD-DAMN-IT?!
childish kiddo's?!

PLAY, was indeed PACK! people keep pushing and pushing. was damn pack! dancing for 2 hours. nah, its okay. thank's t tingting, song eng, mark, justin, ah wei, ah bie, tofu & who turn up!
guo zheng i will always remember you! you promised t buy from me next event right! dhen i shall wait. and for other people like terrance, your such a jerk! yucks, feel like puking when i saw your bloody (ACT) innocent face!

okay, back t where i post. was with song eng waiting for tingting come fetch us inside th cab, at bedok. she from tampines come. after that straight t plaza singapura, met tofu & justin & mark. eat our dinner at KFC. after that take cab t PLAY-CLUB. saw alot of familiar faces. hi & bye.
haha, alright end here. was fcuking tired. tmrw seeing movie with song eng. tampines or e-hub ?
anyone wanna join ? haha!

22 ZOUK selling fast tics! get from me now. book it!
thanks.

tcs, bye.

this is what i saw, those 9 skunks viewing my blog. LOL!


thinking who's th 9 viewer. guess, i have t register th online viewer. but it cost like 23294 bucks!
nevermind. [=
atleast nowadays dhere's no passerby. haha, cause i totally shoot all th passerby who is so jealous about me. i just dk why. haha!
Maybe they gone for HOLIDAYS. =X
and will return after their HOLIDAYS. LOL!

i going t make a playlist for my song, maybe my song people are searching for th play and unplay button haha! so i gonna make a playlist.

PLAY - Pls lay at your ass! LOL =X

later on club, party & selling tics @PLAY. i don't know if i can sell all th tics, i take.
hope god knows, how much my true friends and those really wanna buy from me.
my cliques will be coming! woohoo, i miss them seriously.
hope tmr will be no fighting and under-cutter. if not me and kai gonna chop off their heads who under-cut for later events. fighting will be handed t th police. haha! crab's, who fight at clubs.
it is damn chidlish serious talk!

i feel so hurt and sad. girl, we mend t be together. end up! i spoilt our relationship and break both of our hearts. im really sorry, im damn stupid! wish that we could be friends for now.
god, unbreak my heart! say that she love me again. undo this past! when i walkout of th door & i walkout of her life. Don't leave me in all this pain. Don't leave me out in the rain.
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me!

what is past is past, girl, i know u keep on going t my blog and read what i have post.

just now in da evening, song eng meet me at bedok area. as i am fcukingxzxz bored! at home.
so we slack till 10pm - 11pm. release my stress. i must find work asap! just waste this fcukingxzxz months. chit-chat till talk about **** haha. that's secret between me and him.
=\ LOL!

just waiting for later. joel, taking from me camera. as hes going t genting on wednesday. hope he take care of himself. haha, his blog post me! omg, bro don't need talk about care all this. it is so touch la can. i know him, thru friendster. and we added at msn t talk about something. haha! thats how we became bros! ask him meet up go slacked, he everytime busy de. haha! when going t genting must miss me! LOL! and remember t bring for me something. sunday he will back.
omg! 1 by 1 my bro's all mia from me. im so fcukingxzxz sad!

1st : Ryan went KL back! =[
2nd : Andre went USA! =[
3rd : Joel going Genting, soon! =[

and is a waste t write other ppl name, as they are so skunks haha!
i totally miss you brothers. come back must meet me, call/sms me. im free t meet you bros.

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alright, i gonna sleep soon.
tmrw, meeting justin, mark, tingting, ah wei, tofu, ah bie & co's.
hope can sell all th tics! beg god for mercy. [=

bye.

womanizer, that's me. =X

You say I'm crazy
I got you crazy
You're nothing but a
Womanizer.

Lollipop
Must mistake me, you're the sucker
To think that I
Would be a victim, not another.

why do we get so hurt everytime?!
why do friends changed?!
new friends are good or bad?!
do brothers stay forever till th end?!

im a womanizer, so don't bother waiting for me, girl.
you will get jealous, once you see i with alot of girls.
its a fact, i do have alot of girl-friends.
i scared when we are together, we can't last till th end.

i give up on girlfriends! because of this.
i know you say, i treat girl-friends very well.
yes, of cause. but th truth is i don't want we two get hurt.
if your reading this post, i hope u accept my apology.
your pretty like an apple pie.
your perfect on everything.

in th future, we saw each other again.
i hope we talk again.

yesterday when t nat chalet, saw alot of crews that sell tics.
i was so shy, saw they all. save i went with eric, sara, ah wei & songeng.
if not i will be like shyt! i gonna talk t her now. damn.
[= thanks t th girl, who cook for us th chicken. it was nice! thank god.
rebecca was dhere too. end up left th 3 of us, ah wei. song eng and me.
so we was quite bored, so we went walk around at pasir ris park.
and we hit t th ghost tower, it was damn scary from outside. inside more scary ar!
haha, so we just slack at pasir ris park, it was damn windy. [=
after that we go find ah wei friend, which is songeng friend too haha. funny!

chit - chat at mac saw sarah aka sufen. she give me this hug, thanks! sarah.
i needa it so long ago! my heart is hurting me because of love. T.T
hmm, after that chit-chat till first bus. after that we all went home.

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how i wish i could, strike back t 1989. retrieve my bad things t good things. i hope so.

omg, this gonna be fun!
try this t your friends.....

here's come th example :
boyster : hey RYAN!
ryan : Yeah.
boyster : you think your cutie!
ryan : Yup!
boyster : dhen show us what you got!

omg! hope that ryan bro, didn't saw! haha.
this is an example. LOL =X

cause i've been shout by stupid brother! rarr.
he saids this t me!

hey BOYSTER!
dhen i said YEAH?
you think your EMO-NIZER?
dhen i said YEA!
i know you like t emo!
dhen i said SOMETIMES?!
dhen show me what you got!

=.0

haha, dhen i beat his words back till he nothing t said!

here its goes :

hey brother!
yeah!
you think your sexy!
yeah!
but now get nasty!
NO!!
th words your saying!
towards me.

dhen show us what you got.

okay, stop all th nonsense! haha.
back t th post!

when t chalet, these weekdays. was so fcukingxzxz tired. damn!
and it was very unlucky! i lost my handphone, i lost my wallet!
sorry t rebecca, her friends! & lastly t net. now no money pay them. shitxzxz
was very sleepy! after sandra and net when home. i was at th chalet with guo zheng.
after we two chit-chat halfway, my father called me. wanted t pick me up from pasir ris e-hub.
so i quickly standby t walk t e-hub bus-stop. then my hands was with my wallet & handphone.
i put down awhile at th chair, dhen halfway closing my eyes and sleep awhile.
after i think 10mins t 15mins. my father reach and horn at me! LOL =X
idiot father! so i quickly run t his car and god-damn! i left my wallet & handphone at dhere.

wtf! wtf! wtf! i so unlucky fcukxzxz! so after i reach home, i quickly ran t my bed and off t sleep.
after the next morning, i findout that my wallet & handphone was not with me! cbxzxz!
and now i keep calling my phone, no one pickup. end up i sms, th person reply back. tomorrow getting my handphone from th guy! but th wallet shytxzxz!

omg, my credit cards & banks card are all inside! sigh, i ask my father money again. he was damn angry. damn fcukxzxz.

nvm! i almost cry out blood. it was a mistake i make for 3 times! sigh.....
it was a careless mistake! damn!

at 3.00pm, glen & terry was tempting t go my house and wake me up. i was in dead meat dream! can. glen, wake me up. i was shock! 0,o. so i faster go get my towel, bathe and prepare. dhen glen & terry was waiting at glen car. below my block! so i keep hurry and hurry, scared they leave without me haha! after that we went t whampoa, send terry home first. cause he already ORD!
keep all his things and meet us at glen block below. after that we went t bugis, play some arcades, eat, walk-walk. and terry left. left me and glen. so we slack awhile, dhen after 8.30pm we drive ahead t tan-tock-seng. novena dhere, take hankee along.

so we plan wanna go, prawning. it was cool. i use crystal tactics! and yes i pass. i get alot of prawns. but glen get th most! damn, im so jealous. i was too impatient thats why. after prawning about like 3 hours. we bbq th prawns and we eat them! so delicious. i wanna go prawning again. but i need save money!

later on, meet laoda (ERIC). i got t tell him something, a bad things & a good thing. how i wish that this won't be happen! what if i told him, he will be heart-break! idk what t do. but i already promised him later on meeting him, i will tell him. so whatever it is! laoda! please be strong. don't believe on those words that people shoot out! so i beg you don't emo later when i meet you.
[x

alright, i gonna sleep now. freaking tired.

im sorry, tingting. i didn't have your number. as my phone, people taken it.
i hope your not angry ! T.T

takecares.

shawty, get low. ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶

when i’m in th club im might need me a few of the things that th bar can’t bring.
1st there’s money,
2nd its me in th VIP full of guarantees.
you gotta be down if I’m gonna spend th mins on you.
she gotta be down, gotta love, thats me!
she gotta be down, for sure guarantee!

i just realise that, whenever i saw you outside or at clubs. you were different!
when we were in bad terms. yes, our relationship is over! but i still feel so sad about you.
i should have not shouted & scolded at you about some silly stuffs!
is just about that asshole!
she's th one who make our relationship till like this, why why why! what happen t this world, until its make our relationship till like this. i forget t tell you something, and th things is, i treated you as my small brother! im willing t take care of you, when you need me! i just forget this, for everything i do for you, and give you everything i can. i hope you appreciate it. if one day, i saw you and talk t you. i hope you would forgive me. i just feel that having a friend better dhen a enemy. th care you give me, when i going t have a difficult things. you would be dhere for me!
i will like t thank you! yes, hope after this year th year of fcukingxzxz suay year! we will continue our relationship together like last time.

(names will kept confidential) =X

haha. i just wanna express my emotion t th blog, so that i wanna share something that i kept for very long time.
yesterday when court, i was so too emo-tion. i was thinking about my family, my friends, my brothers, my sister and myself! i just feel that one day if i lose you guys, i will be alone. so i gonna pray hard, and pray for me 5 days more till i hear from my IO saids whether i have a probation or jail or boys home or nothing is better.

ah fan, i thank you! for coming and accompany me thru th court, he waited for me like 3 hours outside th court. eric, thanks for th things you spoken t me. and thanks t everyone who ask me t be strong!

after this case closed! i will stop all gangsterism thingys. seriously, im at this age of 19, do you think i wanna play this type of things? its no! please people, if you start t be age at 16. please think twice whether you wanna do stupid things. yes! i respect those gangster's who won't do stupid things. who is so relax, work and earn money. this type of gangster's i giving them a respect. but those who like t find trouble, that is so fcukingxzxz childish can.

t th girl, my ex - girlfriend. i am like so wasted breaking up with you. seriously, if we continue. we can eventually be together for years! but i just dk why we broke up, its a
silent break right? sigh, whenever we talk and saw each other recently. i felt that we are two are couple, im sorry, my god - brother (names kept confidential) i broke your heart, by taking th girl you like. but in th first place, you didn't make th first move. you like so wasted! but i just make th first move, and i get her. yes, you know too. but you were like so blur. haha. i didn't steal her from you, state it correctly alright. i did told you everything, until we break up. haha, whatever! single is th best.

10th dec, gone t rebecca chalet. saw her bf, her friends, ruth, sandra, jess, sheryl.
happy birthday rebecca! 18th birthday.
her birthday cake was super nice! chocolate flavour.
yum! lick it! LOL! ton for 1 day with justin. and today going back t her chalet again. today will be th bbq eating house! woohoo! but we gonna cook our own, damn! haha. taught she gonna cook for me, but its okay. i will try cook by myself. haha. hope sandra and justin coming back t her chalet! hope so, and please come back too. request from Mr Boyster. as i will be lonesome maybe lonely emo! haha. okay, download some new rnb songs. listen for awhile and i gonna sleep soon. i fcukingzxzx tired!

christmas coming! 15 more days. all i want for christmas is you! only you. [=
hope Ryan brother was here. >.< thanks for reading.

Shawty, you know what i want.
Looking so fly from your head to your toes.
Girl what you're doing to me is supernatural.
Got your voodoo over me.

Ladies report to the dancefloor.
There are so many things i'd do to you girl,
by the way you move upon me.
Just follow my lead,
bring you into my world.
Make you scream my name tonight!