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Thursday, October 30, 2008

get t spend with RYAN BROTHER 4 days.
sigh, later on he going back
MALAYSIA. =(
was a happy night ! @
PLAY.
get t sell 20+
TICKETS.
hehe, from
BEDOK to WHAMPOA just to take ciggerate from my DIDI.
then got to
DHOBY GAUT to HOUGANG.
just to pass
LENDL transport to go PLAY with us.
in 1 day i travel till
PENGZ!
then
LENDL give me attitude NABEI!
fcuk, met out
RYAN, MARK, MARCEL, EDDY, JUSTIN & YAOFENG.
at
PLAY outside, get to DANCE with ahbie and co's.
its was
PACK la! can. haha.
FIRE & HIS GF was there too.
get to enjoy 1 night cause its
HALLOWEEN NIGHT.
great!
saw
XUELING sister! misses her too much. fcuk!
take cab to
BEDOK with XUELING.
thanks sis, i will repay you back when we going next
CLUBBING.
omg,
ITS WAS FCUKING WINDY OUTSIDE.
CAUSE ITS RAINING!
TH CRY FROM HEAVEN.
that
RYAN going back malaysia.
i going send
RYAN off.
nights guys.
sleeping soon tired.


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i rather cry till blood cry comes out!
till theres no tears within me.
im sorry for th attitude, its just a joke attitude.
because i love making jokes around.
if ya take too hard!
im really sorry, but i rather cry till no more tears.
rains drops every minute thinking that "CAN I HAVE A HAPPY & JOY LIFE EVERYDAY"
not emo-tion like now.
PLEASE, but it was too FAST.
as ...............
nvm, cries.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

later on PARTY @ PLAY.
COOL, im waiting for that moment! =DDDDD
ITS HALLOWEEN NIGHT GUYS!
crazy, haha.
im crazy, yes i know. i have a dracula teeth!
just bought last 2 days.
thanks t RYAN BRO! because i never bring enough $$$.
went t PASIR RIS, chalet AGAIN!
omfg!... please it so HOT, i don't wanna go again!
buy drinks at cheers slack awhile.
accompany RYAN, MARK, JUSTIN & YAO FENG.
wait for bus, after that i walk alone t MRT.
and end up NO MRT!
shyt, then i take BUS.
then got HOME. at last!
IM FCUKING TIRED!
goodbye.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

i need TRUST, RESPECT, HAPPY & MATURED act from you guys!
when t NOVENA, ryan didn't go back.
he buy another TICKET on thursday then go back.
RYAN, JUSTIN & MARK meet up at NOVENA SQUARE.
after buying th bus tix, we go UNITED SQUARE.
i make out th idea, cause HALLOWEEN is coming.
so we bought our stuff at there, haha.
P.S : MAGIC SHOW ALL AROUND US, =D.
after that we went t BUGIS, play some ARCADE and hit t LAN SHOP.
play COUNTER-STRIKE, AUDITION.
and gerald, lendl, jeremy, wangzi & co's APPEAR.
something happens, this would not REVIEW. =P
after that play awhile, slack at BUGIS MAC.
talk-COCK, till EMO-TION reveal. sigh!
saw ADRIAN & co's, slack till 10+ t 11+.
then i take bus ALONE t BEDOK.
after that met up my uncle's & co's.
play LAN GAMES again, =DDDDDDD
after that hit t geylang and mustafa.
and we DOING our LAUGHING GAS. LOL =D
it was FCUKING FUN!
then hit home. BEDOK, home sweet home.
i needa rest, as was tired.
thinking too much!
halloween in 1 day time, hope t see you guys there.
=(
emotion kills today!
sadness fall, tears drops.
wadever it is.
bye.

Monday, October 27, 2008


on this date "25OCT 08"
we get t meet all of our CLOSEST BRO'S.
it was th fcuking happy of our LIFE.
sorry i didn't get t put other BRO'S pic's as i can't find you guys fs PROFILES. =X
as we always QUARREL or FIGHT, but we still be BROTHERS now and ever.
i have so much fun on that day, really no emo-tion times.
im glad that this would happen's everyday.
sigh, GERALD bro don't because of GIRL you wanna go out late night, and make all ur stress gone.
its already night, 2am ? it could be more DANGER outside there.
hope your listening t me, remember i told you later we gonna send RYAN off.
and it is part of our BROTHER t do that.
i can't resist that JAY CHOU song men!
bytch hes my no.1 SINGER.
damn! alright guys after this i gonna blog and wake up early t send RYAN off.
LENDL, im sorry abt that time really.
first time you give me that fierce look! =(
haha, i always never even wanna make you ANGRY de.
TRUST me. =D
okay, i gonna SLEEP soon.
takecares.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

now is 8.35am.
back from bugis & pasir ris chalet.
[currently listening t : 周杰伦-说好的幸福呢]
double - dose t this song.
reminds me of everything. =D
when down t bugis around 5-6pm+
met JIAHUI, for arcade.
LOL, sorry fo calling you just t go arcade.
but seriously i need go see my BROTHER'S just come back from overseas.
hope your not angry, it was a rush.
play arcade awhile, GERALD msg/call me abt going t th chalet together.
saw familiar faces xiaobee and co's. =D
it was MISERABLE SHYT!
i keep telling myself, do i need t go or not?
then telling myself, sigh! just go bytch haha.
met up GERALD at mos burger.
accompanied by JETHRO, MEIRU & YIRU.
actually ILANA SIS, wanted t come.
but she said it was too far, then i said its alright.
sorry sis, i hope you was there. =(
JETHRO left, we went taking mrt instead of bus.
as mrt is more faster then bus.
call TINGTING, asking her whether t meet or not t meet.
well, thanks sis. she tell me "just go only,
won't happen anything. after th thingy just tell me what happens.
i just said alright! =D
at th mrt haha, we was so PLAY FOOL at th mrt haha.
lame, GERALD keep getting MOLEST by YIRU.
dots, reach pasir ris and we walk t there.
it was quite far, but th girls was okay. =D cool.
we meet out RANDOLPH, and i forget his name, sorry.
xD, and went t th chalet.
saw "FIRST PERSON" [RYAN]
my thinking was "OMG, WHAT WAS I DOING?"
seat on his side, heart was crying. tears won't drop, but....
in th heart, "BROTHER, I FCUKING MISS YOU"
DAMN! =X
continue, lol. saw mark, alson, velda, sarah, JUSTIN, LENDL and somes other idk.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
we go there, NO FOOD AT ALL!
damn, i was damn hungry dots, diet awhile.
bought, liquor and walked t beach for brother's talk.
i kept going t cheers and keep buying for them liquor. =.=
cause all below age, LOL im th above age.
DAMN! was tired you know BROTHERS.
then nvm, we keep drinking and drinking.
was so HAPPY, bytch can everyday do like this GUYS?
losing poker cards t lendl, he so humji opss! =X
no lar, i mean you wanna play card must till $10 then can stop.
halfway stop at $7.50, just t buy beers. YUCKS, BARON SUCKS.
then LIL' BRO GERALD, went home with YIRU.
cause i think he got church tmr or what.
nvm, =( left we all, accept them.
after that we went t E-HUB see movie, i don't wanna watch that HORROR MOVIE.
as i already watch title "THE COFFIN"
alright la th show.
this part i shall not review, as something happens. =X
while me and MEIRU, waited for them at MAC.
was slacking with JEREMY aka JOKER.
haha, brother lucky you was there if not we two sian!
ride his bicycle POWER!
tompang ryan and others for rounding.
haha, after that went back t chalet. seat and chit-chat awhile.
"promised RANDOLPH i will pei RYAN go novena on monday, as he going back KL."
sigh, wanted him t go t halloween party. as it was so long we didn't club together.
he even can't promised that wednesday he can come.
its okay bro, wherever you go... YOU STILL MY BEST EVER BRO!
i mean it. =DDDDDDDD
sorry guys, i didnt capture any pictures, as my 2 camera phones at service.
DAMN NOKIA, i want my handphone back PLEASE!!!!!!!!!
x)
GUYS, 11 MORE DAYS T GERALD BIRTHDAY.
LIL'BRO i advertise for your birthday, don't said i not GOOD!
you advertise for me, i advertise for you!
cool right! =D
well, end here guys.
sorry it was too long!
end, nights everyone. SLEEPY =O




Saturday, October 25, 2008


friday th 24th.
th weakest emo-tion that i ever have, 1 thing for sure.
you guys should know my brother from overseas have come back.
at that moment, was preparing so nicely.
wake up early, taught i always prepare late.
i was very damn happy, i could smile all day long and never think abt anything.
after finishing everything court case all and stupid stuff.
i reached bugis at about 5pm.
lendl, was at bugis arcade, ya i went down and search for him.
in th end i never saw anyone, sms him he did reply but after my 3rd sms he didnt reply.
nvm, i was happily waiting alone, at mos burger.
for ryan my lovely bro.
waited till 8+ emm maybe 9+
no one sms me abt ryan thingys.
i was frustrated, its okay.
glen, amanda.
i'm thankfull that you all change mind and come bugis t shop.
if not i will be very emo-tional, and stupid waiting for ryan.
sigh, whatever it is.
we already plan out that he will be in singapore by 6 or 7pm.
no sms? no calls. no anything.
walking thru darkness emotional, and was thinking of going ZOUK.
t drink drank and get drunk!
damn, i wasted it!
i was no mood t club!
as i always being remember by people, im th most stupiest ppl ever!
waited for a person within 3-5 hours?
1st : taizi.
2nd : gerald.
3rd : ryan.
well, gerald doesn't counts.
he have reason.
even my hao teng brother, hais....
shit!
well, ilana my sister.
she always be part of me, she help me thru it all.
well, sis tmr we gonna meet and talk things out.
- im half-way cutting my self again.
- always being waited for a person that long.
- alone is a good thingy.
- no one disturbing you.
- i need my emo hug, anyone?
- i gonna cry please.... =(
liars, backstabbers? friends stealer!
all this, i just need peace.
for time being, disowning them.
yeah :DDDD
i feel great!
i need tingting!
fcuk wheres all my sis, and bro go!
i needa them by my side!
=(

Friday, October 24, 2008

SILENT IS TH BEST!
SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
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SEE THE DEADS PAPER BELOW!
AND BEWARE IF YOU DON'T BUY THEM FROM ME!
I GOING HUNT YOU WITH MY DEAD EXORCIST!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH =D
COOL ? LOL.
SEE YOU THERE THEN.
IM THE EXORCIST SERIOUSLY.
FRANKENSTEIN?
EMM, YA CAN. CAUSE I TOO TALL.
WILL THINK ABT IT!
WELL, BUY FROM ME.
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Thursday, October 23, 2008




still don't know whats drugs?
take it as i never teach you!
so what's is smack k?
look at those pictures, it will give you an example.
_|_


i already said, do not ask me abt drugs again!
please, yes i know i have try it many times.
but it was like all last time!
you guys mention again, i will get addicted!
but i already promised a girl, everyone.
please, please!!!





was all th way at home, never go out!
was too tired to face people with no sense of humour ROAR!
well, i wish t post more JOBS fo you guys.
but i just need times.
1 more day RYAN back t singapore, i totally miss this brother th most!
as he has shown me such brotherhood thingys.
as like other brother's, they know how t gangster around.
people now finding $$$$ not doing all that alright.
please, grown up please.
we need more peace!
=X
actually later on, meeting lendl.
in th end said properly go his condo, play his gym.
end up he give me attitude by saying all those drugs!
shyt, i was addicted at th moment! and i went angry RARR.
was really damn pissed off with lendl.
and still dare t said nvm la, we go grandlink!
ya i can go there, but i don't want.
there alot of gangsters.
and you said what?
your headman will take care of it.
lol, no thanks too.
sigh, whatever it is la.
if tomorrow i never get th chance t meet you then you takecare alright!
friday too, sigh.
takecare i going sleep le.
wtf, today is a fucking day!
=X


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

2 more days,
sigh.. pls forgive me for everything that i have done!
i promise t meet you on friday, let th wishes come thru.
pray hard..
sigh...
tmr court 3rd trial, whatever.
i gonna say everything, t th judge.
ahhh!
something stupid abt 2-3 years past.
i gonna change, yes i know im changing.
RYAN, promise you on friday we gonna meet no matter what!



just now went bugis after th 2nd court, then saw familiar faces,
like yao feng, stanley, nelson and co'
=D...
than sian, go meet brent awhile...
at plaza sing.
then amanda come find me, we go pek kio slack.
after waiting for jia yin reply and glen.
so slack till 12+, glen send me t kallang and i take bus and got home.
thanks! =D
bye.

Monday, October 20, 2008

maybe t let go of everything,
that i have done!
today court, hais...
hope nothing will happen.
but i surely remember you guys,
who care so much for me!
guys, and girls.
sister and brother.
dont think too much.. alright.
especially, ryan....
*crys..
takecare...
of everything alright!
i know im bad, but i have change.
is just that sigh ....
=D
smile guys, pray for me hard.
takecares.
iloveyou guys!

byes.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

hit t bugis, rarr!
leornard, brother... never reply my msg!
taught of today interview @ cine-leisure.
sigh, in th end!
nvm, i just sick of saying ppl's.
i was already prepare & ready t go there.
whutever, call my sister.. tingting.
haha xDDDD
meet her & my other sis + brother's.
th vevian's ? = dada & xiaoxiao.
woohoo !
when shopping, i choose fo tingting clothing's.
she take 20mins of changing of clothes.
haha, its ok sis i won't be mad!
as long time never pei girlfriend shopping le.
i won't angry de.
=D
and th vevian's 2nd round shopping haha.
melvyn come down meet us for awhile.
slack, eat @ mos-burger @ bugis,
saw familiar's faces.
like : lendl, wangzi, stanley, eh kia and co's.
forget le who. LOL!
then hit down straight t boat quay,
as tingting abit late fo work.
5mins right? yeah !
drink till 3am+
ask crystal come down too.
and i went home taking night raider,
rarr, i forget bring enough $$$ again!
t take cab home, whutever!
xD.
sofia, next week alright interview from your work place.
alright! i will go. hehe.
i might bring some of my friend t work?
issit possible, well i will msg or waiting fo your tag me.
thank you once again SOFIA.
end here, as im drunk!
i going bathe and sleep le.
takecare guys.
loves, and misses.
ryan bro! misses him alot!
=X


below pic'd, i created it myself...
take a look!
issit good? or bad?
sigh!
=D





Thursday, October 16, 2008

LADIES' NIGHT.
WEDNESDAY,
A TRIP T PLAZ
A SING.
NOT CLUBBING
, =X
=DDDDDD
DDDD


meetout glen at first,
amanda, cass
& adeline.
we didn't know, we was eating @
hongkong cafe.
haha, and in th end we was at there. =.=
we was laughing
all th way la.
LOL =X
i never start it first alright, haha.
th food was nice!
after that as we was waiting fo adeline,
we when t carpark there, slack awhile.
as you know slack means what.
haha.
then finally adeline com
es, and we walk around.
after that hit t cafe cartel'
alright stop here.

pics are down there, look at it!


thanks.










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WALK - IN - INTERVIEW
15TH - 17TH OCT (2PM-5PM)


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Ngee Ann City Tower B, Singapore 238874


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You will perform customer service, book jacketing, gift wrapping services and you will handle cash transactions confidently.
Mininum : GCE N LEVEL OR at least 1 SPM.
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Pleasant disposition.
Able to work shifts (include weekends & public holidays)
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THATS ALL FOR TODAY JOBS SCOOP!
HOPE YOU GUYS TRY AND INTERVIEW
AND PRAY HARD TO GET A JOB!
BYE.
TCS.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

JOBS :
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PAYA LEBAR
(13/10-31/10)
7AM-3PM : $43
3PM-11PM : $52
11PM-7AM : $58


PLS CALL : 67339812




TEMP SALES ASST REQUIRED :
PARKWAY PARADE 14 OCT - 20 OCT.
HOURLY RATE : 97457286




2 FLYERS DISTRIBUTORS:
URGENT REQUIRED.
FROM 15/10 - 26/10:
10AM - 8PM
@ $5 PER HOUR.
LOCATION : JURONG POINT.
INTEREST PLS CALL JENNY @ 63395677




THIS JOB I HAVE DONE BEFORE!
I CAN TELL YOU GUYS, THIS JOB VERY EASY!
SHOULD TRY.
ITS TELEMARKETTING !!!
MON-SAT (ONLY 4 HRS PER DAY)
1 HOUR BREAK LOL!
GOOD?
@ RAFFLES CITY PLACE/BOAT QUAY!
NO SALES INVOLVE SERIOUSLY!
THEY PAY $7 PER HOUR.
AND $8-$10 IF YOU GET CUSTOMER ON THEIR TIMING.
CALL : JENNIFER : 81396244
ANY AGE. LOL I THINK CAUSE THAT TIME, MY FRIEND 15 CAN JOIN LEH.
TRY TRY!
ITS GOOD JOB!
1 MONTH I THINK 1K.
HAHA.

OK SHALL STOP HERE, UPDATE JOBS LATER ON.

Friday, October 10, 2008

STEAMBOAT, is nice!
haha.
$15 per person.
@ bugis behind behind there.
check it out the photos.





We like those VIP, seat near road side LOL!
cause we wanna smoke'!
LALALALALALA.
but in the end seat inside, LOL.
cause their shop didnt approve by LTA.
=.= very mafan lo!
kns.


The food are not bad, but the lime juice like plain water.
YUCKS! lol.
see there two of girls there.
they are BORN to be cute!
LOL.
hahahahaha.
see glen keep on eating RARR,
like no other ppl taiji haha!


blood flows thru me!
blood flows thru me!
rarr, my leg is on BLOOD.
i keep losing blood these days.
idk why, i think i cant live with my life.
hais, sigh!
whutever.
=D

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

ROBINSONS
temporary sales associates.


JOB 1 : Must be able to work from
13oct 08 to 26oct 08.
JOB 2 : Must be able to work from
20oct 08 to 20nov 08.
JOB3 : Must be able to work from
27oct 08 to 23 Dec 08.



- Hourly rate of $5 on weekdays
and
$6 on weekends.
- Incentive bonus upon completion of contact
(conditions apply):


JOB 1 : $50/ JOB 2 : $140/ JOB 3 : $280


- ALL APPLICANTS MUST BE 16 YEARS OLD & ABOVE!

_______________________________________________


Walk - In Interview:

9 THURSDAY OCT 2008


Between 2pm to 4.30pm



LEVEL 3 ROBINSONS STAFF ENTRANCE
ROBINSONS DEPARTMENT STORE.
RAFFLES CITY SHOPPING CENTRE.

hit to bowling last sunday.
sorry didnt post as i was so busy!!
haha, well its was fun, feeling like going again! YEAH :D
alright, TUESDAY.
when to bugis with tingting, have a dinner wit her.
then saw my classmate JOHN.
didnt saw him for quite sometimes.


hit to mos, slack awhile.
saw familiar faces like : eh kia, lendl, eddy.
haha.
then jiu go play pool at pool fusion.
after that tingting go le.
i take bus with JOHN go back home.
haha, end.
takecare.

Saturday, October 04, 2008




tears dropping thru my eyes and im hurt!
fo those words i have said to you guys!


to gerald my best bro :
Well, actually yesterday we should go out together?
Well, i did msg you.
Then you said the msn thingy has some problems.
Well, actually i hate people bastard me.
Imma good BROTHER, you know.
you can ask that FCUKER taizi, i can eventually wait fo him below his block for 3-4 hours.
Yet, he never come down?
Ok fine, i deceived to die!
I deceived to die, alright.
I wanna said thru all from my heart and i wanna let it go!


gerald, bro.
you miss me?
you wanna meet me?
but the best thing la! you meet justin, you cant eventually ask fo my home number?
so that u can call you.
or what.
actually i waited for quite long hours, just to wait for your answer.
on whether we meeting anot?
i mean, if you really donwan meet me, then just said donwan meet.
dont ask people to wait, until late night then im lazy to go out.



"well, im sorry fo those words alright, i was in attitude. i hope i beg forgive."
"but yet, YES. i must think twice whether, if you ask me out, i must really think TWICE.
i scared alright, of this such things.
i get bastard so many times.
WHY WHY ?
if you really got an good answer, you can tag on my blog. or msn me.
thanks bro!


to my best bro RYAN :
fo so many years we become best bro ever!
yes, im lucky to have one brother that is so good!
yet, i said all those HARD WORDS.
well, i gonna said this thru my heart and let it go!

i just dont want to keep and i will reminded it.
and i will felt sad at all times.


"bro, im appreciate that actually you tolerate me & my attitude.
YES, you let me attitude you!
and you always forgive me time after time when i say sorry t you.
yet over a small matters, things turn out this way."


well, im sorry! bro.
yes i know your different than others bro!
you are the best, you are the BEST!


but wait, let me ask you a question.
i wanna let it go all the words from my heart, as you know i will kept it inside it.
and i will remember all those and i will sad, emo.
thats it! everyones knows. haha.
okay, the question is ?
im scared, i did featured you on friendster.
and eventually put ur photos for those who make me happy and joy at all times.
but im really scared, what if one day.
you care so much abt this person, and just let go off me as a brother?
i didnt saw any of my careness at yours?
you give me words, ya everyone can read it.
words can be lies, words can be false?
if you really care for me, and kept it as my brother?
SHOW ME! I WANNA SEE IT!
NOT WORDS, AS WORDS LIES.


EXAMPLES :
FRIENDS MEANT TO BE ENEMYS?
BROS MEANT TO BE BOOMERS?
SIS MEANT TO BE SHITSY?
WORDS MEAN TO BE LIES!


get it? SO SHOW ME. WHETHER YOU CARE FOR ME OR NOT?
YES, i care fo you!
i featured you and put all the HARD WORK of you as in your pictures that is so HEARTFULL!
do i get what it takes?
SO SHOW ME!
(emo)


Thursday, October 02, 2008

Its rainy day, what’s the matter with me!
I’m thinking of you.I'm afraid to call you as I cannot find a reason to.
The sound of rain is keeping me awake.
Changing myself into something familiar.

The silent spectacle becoming your substitute.
Will you accompany me to listen the rain drops.
Anticipation making people more and more indulged
Who is like me ?Waiting for her peacefully,
Failing in love with you, I’ve already learnt
The lonesome taste i have tasted it!

A person unfolding to a person rubbing their tears
How’s this rain,
how’s this night
How’s can I possibly miss you anymore
How heavy the rain is
How dark the sky, does it have to be so that i can finally have consideration

Actually without me you can’t distinct between those things.

Penetrating changes closing in which can still be greater,
Don’t say you’ll feel bad.
Don’t say you want to change.
The loved victim doesn’t need to apologize.

My love for you is like paradise.

goodbye girl, i promise myself to forget you.
if i keep waiting for you.
what do i get?
what do i hope?
i think im dumb + stupid just to wait for you.
girl, i want you to promise me....
forget about me, forget about those memories,
i wanna erase it all.
you totally break my heart, i really cant take it!

i shall find my true love one day.
promised me 1 thing, forget about me.
thank you!

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thank you girl for those memories!

2 found dead near HDB block 10 min-->
Can of glue found where teen, brother's friend apparently fell from



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A CAN of industrial glue in a plastic bag was left on a stool found at a staircase landing in a Bukit Batok block. Near it were two pairs of slippers.
Nine storeys down, the broken bodies of a 15-year-old girl and a man, aged 22, lay on the ground near Block 127 in Bukit Batok West Avenue 6.

They were found lying side by side, both clad in T-shirts and shorts.

Police are investigating the double deaths. Among the evidence they took away with them was the can of glue, the slippers and the wooden stool which were found on the staircase landing between the 9th and 10th storeys of the block.

The dead teenager, Mernel Koh, was a Secondary 2 student at Fairfield Methodist Secondary School.

The Chinese Indonesian man found beside her, Mr Eddy Afendi, was her older brother's friend. Mernel lived a few blocks away while Mr Eddy was said to live in Bukit Panjang.

At the crime scene yesterday afternoon, shell-shocked relatives and friends were there to identify the bodies.

Mernel's mother was seen weeping uncontrollably at the void deck and had to be propped up by relatives.

A woman, who looked to be in her 30s, identified Mr Eddy's body and was crying in the arms of a man who was with her.

Mernel's 19-year-old boyfriend, who wanted to be known only as Fairuz, said he had spoken to her on Monday night and did not sense anything amiss.

Fairuz said Mernel regarded Mr Eddy as her 'godfather' and would often spend time with him on weekends. He said he did not know if she was a glue- sniffer and sounded surprised when told a can of glue had been found near where the two had apparently fallen from.

A resident, Mr Rosman Ahmad-Dini, 39, said he came out of his house to check what was happening when he heard ambulance sirens just past noon yesterday.

He went down the flight of stairs and saw the chair, slippers and plastic bag. When the police arrived, he led them to the spot. 'The policeman pulled out a can of glue from the bag,' he said.

Dying from glue sniffing is rare, according to the Central Narcotics Bureau (CNB). However, there have been a few cases in the Coroner's Court over the past two years where people who had fallen from height had apparently sniffed glue before they died.

Cases of inhalant abuse among youth here are on the rise. The CNB said 352 glue-sniffers were caught in the first half of this year, and 644 nabbed last year. In 2006, it was 403. Glue-sniffers can die of suffocation from even their first whiff. Inhalant abuse damages the brain, muscles, nerves and organs and causes hallucinations, anxiety and restlessness.

Yesterday evening, Fairfield principal Victor Owyong said the school was saddened by the death of a 'friendly, sociable and outgoing' student.

Her former classmate Melody Soh, 15, who was at the Bukit Batok block yesterday, told The Straits Times: 'I don't know why this happened. Eddy treated her like his own daughter
.'