if my heart were to noe ur're the missing piece.

girl, from the day i know ya... u will my lucky star... my girl.... my sweethart... my darlingg... my whatever things u haf !

i just too STUPID ask u to be my gf... when ur ex ask patched.. hais.. i think im very BENN ! really stupidd... but i just cant forget about u, whenever we go out together... i just wanted to go with u... even do u with ur bf, i just get jealous ... just like killing him and to be with u... i rather kill myself to be with u... after awhile, we never quarrel b4, everytime i be with u... i make u happy, and u make me happy... but why god, didnt give us the chance to be together... i just missing u every 1sec... saying why why why ! i cry just now... i take drugs... because of u... just dont blamed me... im always a rebellious kid... and i know a man ain't suppose to cry, It's takin' all my strength and my soul to say i love u... i wont emo if ur my girl... u the only girl, that i wont cry and be emo... but why did u hurt me, when u break with ur ex... then i helped u, and i even i say i will protect u whenever u haf trouble... but why .... dont hurt me and treat me like a dog... please... ! my brain is thinking of u... my heart my body my eyes... hais .... that time u break with ur ex, i ask u to be my girl, u just dont care and changed the subject ? why why ! others girls already hurt me, dont tell me u wna her me... again and again... hais, i know i got alot of girlsfriends... but i can just dont be with them... i know i showing u a bad example... cause i really haf too much gan familys... they hug me and they flink me... i know im bad... but, hais... i waited for u for so long... girl, if u read this please dont take it too hard, im just wna to express my love to u... hais...

just now went to chinatown eat indian restaurant, pay as u like... omg alot of dishes... hahas... i pay $10, my bro and his friend nuh $5 $5 ... hahas... we pay $20.. and haf alot of food... wahhs ! cool, next time i bring u guys go there alright ! .... then meet my kuzzins... ai sha... i miss her.. she give me and my brother a hugs... because we so long never meet liaos... then after that she go find her bf.... and we all take bus 143 go to heeren... and slack at the spinelli i dont know hot to spell hahas... slack till 11pm to 12am... then take mrt... im emoing that time, just taking my ear piece and my music hear songs, and thinking abt her... i just damn fcukin fcuk miss her ! so when back to bedok, i tell them i went to east coast awhile just to get some emo session... i take drugs at there, and emo my self... munkie msg me, and wanted to come find me, i said no need... i need to be alone right now... xD... then after taking half of it, i went home was to tired i didnt sleep for 4 days... - off 5 hours per day... hais... tc peoples... my friends my loving friends... my gan family... i really care about u guys, really ! byebye.