damn mutha fcuking !

my life is really COCK-UP.
i used to have a HAPPY LIFE.
i used to have a good and the best GOD - BROTHER AND SISTER.
now what, all gone without me !

what is the shit going to do with money ?
i know u guys know i have rich family,
YES ! i from RICH - FAMILY alright.
but WHY ..... when i have money,
u guys STAY FCUKING CLOSE to me ?
but WHY ..... when i dun have money,
u guys JUST FCUKING IGNORE ME AND STAY AWAY FROM ME !

im not a shirt ALRIGHT !
example : ehs, today wear this shirt got
blink-blink ? today wear lo.
ehs, today wear this shirt but then no
blink-blink, how... dun wear lo !

ass u guys lahs !
this i gonna said from the BOTTOM of my heart !

i really adores and keep caring to you
guys and girls friends !
i really a helpful person ! if i cant,
im sorry alright !
i give present *if u are closed to me..
if not, im sorry cause im BUSY.
but i will always remember ur bdae and
the presents i forgot to give.
im the type of person is if u really care of me,
i REALLY FCUKING CARE CARE FOR YOU !
im a SHY bastard ! u guys know ?!
i dun lie to a PERSON, when u are really truely to me !
and i dun stick to a person that i DUN LIKE ?!
i lie to a person, cause I REALLY DONT LIKE YOU !
AND you DO THINGS that i dont WISH u to DO ?!
UNDERSTAND ? good.
i ACT DAO, cause maybe i DONT wish to
TALK TO you OR I DONT LIKE YOU.
if u know i gonna leave that PLACE !
better stop me and ask ME WHY !
cause after that day, i just gonna answer and said YOU
*(TALK SOMEMORE LO, AND LEAVE ME ALONE ?
GOOD RIGHT ? HOW ABOUT IF YOU IN MY FCUKING SHOE)*...
im USED TO TALK *(SARCASTIC) cause,
my SARCASTIC is a JOKE ? dont u guys understand ?!
if i really WOULD LIKE TO TALK YOU IN A SARCASTIC WAY,
see my FCUKING REACTION... issit REAL or not
REAL ALRIGHT.
im used to be AH BENG okay, i BEAT people that
i FCUKIN DONT LIKE ! and now the ONLY girl that i cant said,
*thanks you girl, i really love u !
u change my fcuking life... thanks to u !...
you guys like to see a type of PERSON
that have MONEY ! DAMN SOME OF YOU GUYS ! ....

*... i can see what pattern of u guys, TOWARDS friends.
so DONT FCUKING judge me ON THAT ! *

**... if YOU really DONT LIKE ME ! just SAID,
my REPLY to you would be... DONT LIKE HUHS ?
DEN DONT LIKE LAHS ! THINK I GOT ONLY YOU AS MY FRIEND MEHS ?*

*** ... u wna me LEND you money ? CAN...
if i got money first anot ? if i really dun have,
DONT FORCE... i fcukin hate it ! people already
said no money still ask ? MORE ? ***

**** .... SICK AND FCUK THE " SOME GIRLS,
WHO HURT GUYS FEELINGS ... THAT THE GUY
IS FCUKIN INNOCENT, THAT HE NEVER DO
ANYTHING WRONG TO HER ! .... ****

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im sorry guys, to write this...
but i really need to write...
i just taught, that i have been used !
and im sorry to used those " WORDS "
btw, i like to make u guys happy like fcuk !
*(this bottom, is for the people im quite CLOSED WITH)*
** ... IM SORRY im not FRIENDLY to you ! because,
i think i just know you... and i dont know ur inside
heart saids whats ? so what u gonna do is ASK ME out ?
hang out together. and im confirm i will know u QUITE CLOSED. ***

thanks for the people, who view...
i hope u guys change, and understand me...

love me for who i am !
im emo... boyster.
thanks u !

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