to linken, im sorry to put this. but is for ur own goods.

linken, if ue read this thing. im very sorry, is i have to put.
is not that i angry or what.

i just need brother cares and trust.

1st - ue said ue inside ur father car going to the "BUTTER FACTORY CLUB"
2nd - ue are on the way there.
3rd - call ue again, ue said ue just now go find crystal, okays.
4th - ue in the cab going there ?

what the fcuks is this ?

i really fcuking dulan with ue on that daes.
this is how ue treat ur brother.
and please, for ur notice ue can ask everyone there whos knows me better.
that im about to beat the HELL OUT OF UE.

and i already tell adelson and james.
but in the end they told me.

"boyster, i think is not great idea to beat him... give face to his friends those hostel friends" i jitao said to them back, ue think i care. but i think twice... im not those xiaodidiz, to find trouble with ue.

but last thing lahs, for what i know ue told me this "boyster, if i go to the club... will ue accompanied me all the way when i reach there." i told him ALRIGHT OKAES.
in the end, he left me with a cold way. but i just control my temper. i already told ue, once ue come i will accompanied ue the whole dae. but then ue failed. is not i failed, i just feeling that our brother cares and respect is just not there.
im a afraid, something will happen between we brothers.
ue can steal my brother's away, but dont ever fcuking use people name against people who joke or said something that will hurt ue.

i know ue can have ur own space, but then i already given to ue alot of ideas to changed ur life. i know im not a good brother of urs. but i FCUKING dont care what people said to ue ! is just that let people said to whoever, if they dont like ue. just treat them like a dog. if they saids about ue.

and FCUKING think "TWICE" who cares and respect to ue all e way.
i just mentioned this thing already 3 times to ue.

whatever is it....
i seriously need to choose my own good hao brothers.
i sickening of people said "WHY DO UE STILL SLACK WITH LINKEN"
"LINKEN IS A JIAOWEI"
"LINKEN IS WHAT WHAT AND WHAT"

JUST FCUKING DONT CARE THEM ALRIGHT.

fcuk shit this world men !
all i just want is a good gan brother's.
i treat them good, they treat me fcuking SHIT.

ue hate me then FCUK OFF BASTARDS.
STOP TALKING OR COME TO ME FOR SETTLEING OF RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS.

stop here, i fcuking sad with this life.
i have fun at the club.
thanks to those ACCompanied me dance and wadever things.

fcuk the people, who hates us.
fcuk the people, who jealous of us.

we are legendary, so fcuking dont care them.
UNDERSTAND !

dulan !

cheebye lahs, fark ! sold 2 tix that night, ass was so PISSED OFF with xH !

NEVERMIND... DEN KANA COURT BY NEA... $200 . . RARRR !

NABEI,FCUK EVERYONE. FCUK THE WORLD.

NVM, I NOW GOING CLUB TO ENJOY MY SELF.

PISSED, OFF. IF UE TALK TO ME I GIVE FACE, THATS MEAN I FCUKING HATE UE.

ASS ! I DISLIKE SOME OF UE GUYS.

SHUT UP !

a very sad life, these daes... alot of people changed.

im sorry guys, i didnt blog for quite a day. well, my sister vevian has complained it hahas.

well, i have a thing's to tell ue guys, about my tradegy.
its a must to tell. i hope ue guys, wont angry or what i have to said to each of one of ue.

but let me tell ue about a guy which fail to have a brother.

well, the storys goes like this. a guy name lexx(not real name), 1st dae on a chalet. with the girlfriend, happy at the chalet make friends all. 2nd dae at the chalet, was drunk 6am in the morning. he cry and tell all about his past thingy, i just didnt want to put the name. he said, he was very sorry and cry for his long last brother, 1st time lexx meet the guy was a very little boy which is very cute and hope to be his last long brother, year past they were very happy and happy. but then last year they quarrel about a girl. then is alright, but then whole of lexx friend + his good brother dont like him, they all disown lexx for what he did to that girl. lexx, was sad and cry. everytime lexx wanted to meet them, their friends and his good brother warned him not to come closed to them. lexx, mia from every places. he that time was alone and lonely. then from now he changed and changed he wanted to go back the places he went too. now when lexx and his good brother meet up, they were like a normal friends. but then he ask himself, whether he want go back to his previous life or not. we advice him already, get a life. change ur life. have a job and work, dont keep playing around. then he listen, he now just thinking wanna go back from his previous life or have a new life. his parents was angry with him for not going to school, and his parents never even give a single cent to him.

end of the story.
hey, brother ! if ue read this blog, im very sorry, i have to put. its touches me.
well, wish ue have a happy life, and choose the correct way of being good. dont go back to the gangster life. i hope ue understand.

love brother, boyster. take care.

2nd, vevian i hope ue dont angry on what im doing..


vevian, my hao sister.
ue are the only sister who make me HAPPY like fcuk ! i know ue from tingting, sister whatever it is ue will be fine. i support on what ue doing, only on good things. promised me just this 2 things, 1. no drug, 2.no fighting. i know ue cant do that, but somedays ue can changed. well, i shall... we shall wait for ue on mondae call. if anything happens, i will still remember ue... my sister. i got many things to said, but then is a sad things to said. i better not write. sorry sis! hope our brother, sister relantionship will last longer.

love brother, boyster. take care.



xiaonoob, my hao brother !

brother, the first time i meet ue.. is when ue heard i calling my real brother that is ur counselling friend. i was tio shock !, if i have a brother like ue. im shure happy like fcuk, we got style.. we got things to share and everything. we was happy we each other on what we do. he pei me go meet girls, i pei him meet girls. but then we quarrel cause of things, that is inmatured thinking. i hope ue forgive me on what, i do wrong and things. but ue still my hao brother den others.. we help each other.. thanks for being my brother ! hope our brother's relantionship will last long.

i miss ue lahs brother ! !

love, boyster.. brother.

im sorry of not putting photo on others, i just cant find ur friend photo. paiseh.

kendra..my sister.

once know ue last year, ue were with beverly.
we was talking happily, i tell ue liao, i love and like mixing with those matured peoples, ENGLISH thingy. we just know about going to 1 year lahs.. i was so closed to ue. we when ghost places, clubbing, tonn. and everything. sister, about love im sorry i failed to said the things that will make ue happy. if he have a gf, i cant even said anything. but i a shure ue, he will come back to ue. but if he wont, i cant do anything, im very sorry. well, make ur relantionship with him so close and ue just get that chance back ! hehes, be happy alright. dont sad always, im here to listen to all my brothers and sister sadness thingy. ue sad i sad, i cry ue cry STEADY POM PEE PEE ? hahas. well, sis fri and sat we shall share our things kays. i miss ue, everyday. it wont failed LOLS. take care. hope our bro's and sis relantionship will last longer. and i hope ue wont go other country. a promise can be broken, but then it will replaced back once ue reverse it !. dont said liaos, make me wanna cry hahas !

love, boyster brother !

sorry guys, i didnt put my other brothers and sister thingys. i hope i will put 1 day.. about everyone that i know. but this 3 people are my important people in my life. actually theres 4, but 1 is out of the topic. another one is my love ones ! the girl that i like. hahas. be close to me, and i will make ue happy like fcuk ! LOLS.

tc.

post'd

yesterday when glen house, we search on SHUFFLE.
wahh, we keep praticingg. hahas. jiayin wanted to learn, but she can make it de.
zouk is the final showdown, i dont have partner... ahhs !

zouk, i dont think so can go in two places each time, must paid de lo.
but for underage if lucky worhs, can go in two places. hahas.
sorry to all ITE's, they got schooling on the next day of the zouk hahas.
but for all schoolers, wahh. great party ya ! have fun at there.

anyone still need tix, can get from me im selling below price. cheap ! im always the goodeeds, LOLS. anyway, im alright... eugene i know ue miss me de hahas ! i miss ue too BRO ! please lahs, dont be ah beng lahs.... hahas. cause ue got angkong LOLS.
its art i know.

well, i not finding work again. schooling at ite simei, hais i dont know can get anot or maybe going to study at there as O LEVEL STUDENT hahas. same same lahs.

but more expensive sia. hais, its okay.

thaks for the view.
take care guys.

i S2 her.

emo ended here.

ii got something to share, shuffle MOV.

take a look !

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More About Emo
Close enough to punk and rock Emo is now know for it's more emotional state of mind. Instead of the anger hard-core way of expressing one-self , Emo (short for emotional) has taken a new tole on the twentith century of expressing yourself. From the music with strong emotion and feeling, unlike hard rock or this is more of an alternative way to let your feeling be known.Emo is not only a classification or a type of music it's also taken over the way one expresses themself by dressing. It includes the tighter fiting pants to the dyed-black or dark hair with it covering your face. The longer hair in front with the spikes in the back is also a more Emo- or emotional look to dressing. Emo is also being known as for the hot emo guys and emo girls kissing. From pictures all on the web to the music videos. Hot emo girl to girl and well as hot emo guy to guy is becoming more and more adventurous and more open concluding; Emo meaning being comfortable with oneself. Its a more direct way of altering the feelings one has without words, just emotion.

Some say music is not a type of music. That it is more of a fashion and a way of feeling, hence the emotional. Just recently people have been considering emo to be a genre or music.. Taking back Sunday is one of the many bands people consider to be emo.

Wondering why everyone hates emo? Not all emo people are cry babies or sucidial. Many emo kids come from families which are having serious issues whether it being money issues or what have you

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Viewers Voice

Emo,yes it is short for emotional. But,there is more to emo then hair and looks. Emo is a state of mind. Most people,made them selves appear emo. While in reality,they have to much hope to be emo. Emo is much like goth. But,goth is Darker. Emo is more emotional,harder to fake. Yes,some emos cut themselves,but there is more than that. Emo is one of the hardest things,to explain. People hate emos,b/c they view us as suicidal,cry babies,or just week. That's NOT what emo is. Suicidal yes,at times. But,don't judge me for being emo. It's not what I chose to be. It's just what I am.



Another says....

I think emo is just another label,but my definition of it will be for real.Personally,i used to cut,but I stopped.Take it from me.It's hard to stop!I am bi,but I'm not afraid of it!People shouldn't judge us for what we do and who we are.Emo is a music genre,but also a state of mind.If you're emo,don't be afraid of it.It's just who you are!It's perfectly normal to have a sensitive side,although I'm sassy sometimes.I'm really sensitive when 90% of the time.I love being who I am,though I get bullied alot.I don't care.Well,in my opinion,emo is just how people describe over-sensitive people.I write tons of poetry,and I'm in middle school.I am not ashamed to say I like girls,ever since I was 9,I have liked girls.I can't help how I feel! But over the summer,I've changed a bit.I'm not AS sensitive,but I still am.I don't let people put me down.Emo is just about being sensitive and expressing how you feel about something.If you get suicidal thoughts,talk to someone,trust me!Don't make the mistake I did.I am a lot better off without blades.

thats me ! boyster emo.

last saturday.

hit.. to... cine.

long time never go cine. hahas, met out xiaojess and bugis girls..
ah lians. with shawn, and baby munkie.

hit long john, eat. meal with shawn.
shawn so bastard de lo . he keep mia from us when we wanted to go for hongkong cafe.
idiot. never die b4. hahas.

then i msg xiaoxiao and dada vivian and vevian.
they plan to eat at hongkong cafe, well i said yes. and we went up to lvl 2 eat eat eat. heres are the pix we eat and took.







after that we saw isaac and his friends.
then vevian and vivian when to party world.
den me and alfred very sians. cause beverly and her bf was settling something. den me and him when to meet xiao xiao and da da.
we reach to their room, they said they wanted to go liaos, then nevermind. we 2 replaced for the party world room, hahas we can sing all the way but for 3 hours only nia hahas. we was so happy, alfred hahas funny diaos !

after that when meet isaac again, cause we got nothing to do. den i open a topic whether want go ghost mansion... near cine. then they decide to go. alright i bring them, but we never go in. hahas. after that 7+ alfred take cab gone home, me waiting for bus. den reach home about 9+. when to sleep hahas.

emo-ending.

i miss her, paiseh repost again. cant see. hahas.

new skins.

nice mahs.

well, that saturday was a great show. dxo underage party. went with ah fan, aurron, jeffery, linken, and others. we was stepping at the dancefloor. and keep dancing and dancing hahas. den got 1 part this girl, i miss ue girl ! hahas, she ask us can she dance with us. then i said okay. she ask me dance keep dancing lo, but in da end my heart pop up ! woohoo ! i get to dance with her, wee ! happy... den linken also. omg, linken is a PERVERT ass ! hahas. i whisper to her, is she a malay. den she said YES. but she is mixed blood. chinese malay, i jitao said. huhs ! really, same same. hehes. she clap my hand. and we keep dancing. i miss her ! i miss her ! please god, let me have her ! ..... she quite pretty, as long as she is not pure malay can le. hahas. but in da end, i forget to ask her number. ahhs ! i was damn stupid. i hope the next event of underage at DXO, i can see her... again. i miss ue girl. ue are my popping up my heart. i love ue girl. ue are the girl, who make me wanna dance and shake ar shake ar shake. hahas. after that when dancing shuffle... all wanna vs shuffle. haiyah, vs what shit. lols.
i was thinking and thinking whye my sister never come. i miss them too, VEVIAN SIS, TING TING SIS AND REENA SIS. and others sister that is not mention hehes. i saw chin hong, xiaohao and others... yes i said HI AND BYE. wahahhahas. i not acting dao. hor ! hehes, well i waiting for the next event on DXO. im waiting i confirm going ! take care guys,
i think this skins, more nicer then the previous de.

bye2. take care.

emo-s.

emo shit. emo hit. emo it.
emo love. emo hurt. emo scuks [ thats not rite ].

emo i love ue. emo valentine is coming hahas. on da 14 feb.
3- 4 more days to valentine, i going find that girl.

dont worry guys, i wont be said anymore.
well, i give up on the girls i be waiting for them.
its okay, i can be hongster any time, if ue guys dare me.

but dont tio me lahs.

bye emo. bye my self.

emo love me. me love emo.
diaos.

unknown.

keep listening to techno techno techno. WOOHOO ! COOL.
feel like dancing, yesterday never when the club.

cause was too far liaos, when jiayin my mei mei house play mahjong.
well, among all the malay i think i know how to play hahas.

this is what i do today.

- MRT.
- BUGIS.
- LONG JOHN EAT.
- GAME (KING OF FIGHTER 2002)
- PLAY AGAIN.
- SEE SEE PEOPLE LOLS.
- AH FAN, JEFFERY AND HIS STEAD MAYBE LAHS. HAHAS.
- NOW WITH AH FAN AT CYBER CAFE PLAYING COMPUTER HAHAS.
- DONT KNOW GO WHERE.
- MAH JONG AGAIN WEE !

- TAKE CARE GUYS.

dangerous in love with ue girl !

love you... I love you, I love you

Baby I love you, you are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete if you weren't by my side
You're my relation and connection to the sun
With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops, I am the seed
With you and God who's my sunlight I'm blooming, grown so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud, proud to be your girl
You make the confusion go all away from this cold and misty world

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

I know you love me, love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy, easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me
Later on in my destiny I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see my whole future in your eyes
In awe of my love for you, sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

Every time I see your face, my heart smiles
Every time it feels so good, it hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold, to feel, to breathe
To live you
Dangerously in love, yeah

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing called life without you here with me
Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me

Dangerously (dangerously)
Dangerous, dangerously in love with you
Oh, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
I love you.. oh yes.. (ad libs continue to end)

so in touch with that girl !

sian lo.

wake up at 3pm.
- pompom/prepare.
- BEDOK MAC.
- PLAY LAPTOP.
- MRT.
- ANGBAO RIVER.
- MEET LINKEN, AH FAN, HANKEE, JIAYIN, XIAOHAO. and others. lazy to mention.
- GO JIA YIN HOUSE, TAUGHT OF GOING THE UNDERAGE PARTY BUT NO.
- TONN LO.

AND END HERE. BYE2. TAKECARE.

i should cry !

well, yesterday when to shanice bdae chalet.
hmm, alright lahs. alot of people also got go.

is LINKEN force me go. LOLS.
well, this is the things i did today.

- at mac.
- serving internet.
- eat at mac.
- smoke. lols.
- saw friends.

just like that. xiao dee call me, said ehs, want come town. i said SIAO. now what time liaos. 630pm+. LOLS ryte.

hahas, well nvm. i stop here. later people taught i very lame.
today suppose to go for interview de, but then it was raining heavily hais. den i shall call the person to arrange to next interview, soorie guys.

today, fiona call me hahas. ask me wake up wake up. cause,hais. nvm. im happy. everyone is happy. i hope she happy too.

take care people.

shall update my blog oftenly. love and misses.

you break my heart !

[ = you break my heart = ]

li kai wo
zai ye mei you jue lie de shi hou
jiu rang ling hun che di de duo luo WOO

fang zhu guo
hai tao bu chu ni de zuo you
guai zhi guai wo ba ai dang ji tuo
yi shi mi huo
yi lu fan cuo

gei wo si xin de li you
shi yan rong xue shi bie chen mo
wo de mei li zhi sheng ai chou
pa kan jian wen rou yan mou
pa duan le wei yi de chu kou
jiu wu chu ke duo
ni shi er re qing shi er leng mo de shuang shou
duo jiao ren xin tong

YOU BREAK MY HEART

lyrics. for the love.

a new song from CASCADA : RUNAWAY.
should download and hear. it quite NICE ! 95%/100%.

From London to Paris
From Berlin to Rome
You're searching for something
A place to call home

Been hiding your feelings
Went out of control
Your destinations unknown

Tell me
How can it be girl?
You're still a runaway
You chase the dreams from heaven above
Where in this world will you
find a place to stay?
Runaway from love

How can it be girl?
You're still a runaway
You chase the dreams from
heaven above, baby
Where in this world will you
find a place to stay?
Runaway from love
Runaway from love (runaway)

A new town, a new place
A knock on the door
You came as a stranger
and entered the door
The moment I saw you, I knew it for sure
You won't pack your bags anymore

Tell me
How can it be girl?
You're still a runaway
You chase the dreams from heaven above
Where in this world will you
find a place to stay?
Runaway from love


How can it be girl?
You're still a runaway
You chase the dreams from
heaven above, baby
Where in this world will you
find a place to stay?
Runaway from love
Runaway from love (runaway)

I know you don't want to be a bother
Though your love's so undiscovered
I want you to stay girl
Stop running away from love

Tell me
How can it be girl?
You're still a runaway
You chase the dreams from heaven above
Where in this world will you
find a place to stay?
Runaway from love

How can it be girl?
You're still a runaway
You chase the dreams from
heaven above, baby
Where in this world will you
find a place to stay?
Runaway from love
Runaway from love

2 week at bedok, okay lahs.

today, when to plaza singapura playing king of fighter.
was waiting for LINKEN.

he was late. ahhs ! DULAN.
i also in a fault lahs, cause i didnt top up my card. he also cant sms me or call me.
was alone at the arcade. hais, today was a BAD HAIR DAY. my gel and wax finish liao. sians ! need to buy. wahhs, TMR maybe going ITE SIMEI. if linken go i go. hahas. he just now got said, if he didnt get that course den he dont want take liao. wthell ! lo. sians.

vevian the blog kana SPAM. please lahs, ue childish people please stop the nonsense lahs knn ! she never disturb ue, whye ue must disturb her. ue guys just being jealous lahs. we are HUMAN BEINGS lehs. let her be, whatever she like lahs. nonsense, nothing to do issit. spammers,jealousy.
to my sister, just let them write whatever they like. ue just dont take it to hard alright. i miss her ! hahas. miss those days we slack and go out together. hehes.

after waiting for linken, xiaofire and his friend come. they was eating at swensen, at plaza singapura. wahhs ! that time no money buy food sia, must wait until 6pm today den can get money. cause i go apply for OUB card. deposit $100 bucks. hmm, sians. den i just wait and wait until 6pm. hahas. meet out BABY MUNKIE, XIAOSASA AND BENJI. when me and linken come they make up, omg ! hahas.

anyway... will continue tmr or the day after. thanks for reading.
i miss ue guys, day by day.

**BUT I FCUKING MISS THE GIRLS !... here's a msg for ue. " girl, ue just dont understand... its hard to said that i love ue. but ue just fcuking ignore me. im hurt im depress ! i cant see those COUPLE is a anoyying me !
anyway girl i love ue ! i love ue ! i will take care of ue. remember this girl.

......

lazzziiie... to blog sia ! omfg.

sian bodoh !
ahhs, shifting to BEDOK is the greatest thing of all !

woohoo, i like.
my big brother bdae was yesterdae, hehes.
HAPPY BDAE TO HIM.

when to BUGIS, with BOY my kuzzin. we play arcade, eat CHICKEN RICE. fat liao !
den when to arcade back play the KING OF FIGHTER. wasting of money sia, i better go club or walk walk or slack even more better.

den when to PENISULAR buy my brother shirt,cardigan and skinny jeans. he first time wear those stuff, hahas. SMILE ! all together he spent his wear $110.20cents. hahas.
well, hes a rich bastard. den when to PLAZA SINGAPURA, me,BOY,my bro and 2 of my brother friend we go CATHAY see movie. " ONE MISSED CALL ". ue guys should see sia. so scarryyy... but laughs alot DOTS ! its like the movie FINAL DESTINATION like that. hahas. but okay lahs. i like to see the part where people WAS SHOCK hahas. nice.

den when back to PLAZA SINGAPURA, yesterday was TOO LUCK lahs, on my BROTHER bdae 10 of JAN. we saw money, when going back to PLAZA SINGAPURA. we saw $9. thats mean $5 note + $2 note +$2 note. hahas. den i saw cashcard, i check it. YOU GUYS WANNA KNOW HOW MUCH ? $20.20 okay lahs. i want tio 4D liao hahas. 2020. nice number, that time i TIO 4D. the number is 3690. NICE RYTE ! woohoo, but i very stupid cause i scared waste money thats whye i bet $1 only. if not i know i bet $10BUCKS lo ! $2k lehs. i get only $200 lehs. hais sians. next time i back higher and higher hahas. so can have alot of MONEY. woohoo !

after that when back to BEDOK. saw XIAO KELVIN i think so.
well, for your notice. me and LINKEN will be schooling at ITE SIMEI. woohoo, schooling back is NICE ! hahas, den schooling at morning. WORKING AT CHEERS OR 7 ELEVEN. night shifts ! thats GRATS !

anywhere i stop here. will be updating BACK.
take care guys. thanks for the view.

girl.. if ue reading this... thanks !

I'd go anywhere for you
Anywhere you asked me to
I'd do anything for you
Anything you want me to (ohhh, ohhh)

sian ! moving house to BEDOK.
there will be internet so i can blog more.
and msn more.

girl, i suspect that ue dont show me care and love towards me.
i hope ue understand my feeling of waiting for ue !

i try many times... but ue wouldnt care.
my life been corrupted with love.
since the day i met ue, my heart melt and i like the way ue look at me.
i bring ue joy everything.
i wont mention name, cause some jealousy out there is seeing in my blog.

thanks to jia xin, understanding my feeling..
JIA XIN i miss ue ! hehes....

she know all the things that i have told her.
well, its going to 2008. a new year for me and ue guys !
make shure wish for a good things not bad alright.
i will be missing ue guys at the moment and to the end !
thanks for being there for me kae.

i not gonna dao to anyone either to my sis or to my bros.
see ya at town, every friday and saturday.
and to those who wanted to mia, ue want beat me on mia. come on, theres actually no such words as mia lo. want mia really mia, dont ever make me see ue elsewhere. hahas.
i didnt get anything for christmas, but i get love byte from my ....... not gf lahs.

btw guys ! i selling snow sprays, well if ue lucky enuff on the 31 dec saw me at cine... faster buy from me kae. 3 for $10...

anything text me, my prepaid low.
soorie for not blogging as i said i maybe busy...

take care.

updating in progress.

is not that i lazy to blog or what, i have no time. well seems to me, some of ue guys view my blog frequently. yesterdae, went to cut my hair, and YES ! i did what ue guys was saying about my style of my hair. and it HAPPEN ! some of ue guys said its nice, but well i didnt decide to reborn yet. wait until christmas. shawn pei me go yishun cut hair, i was late again. im sorry can ! ue guys know know my pattern de lo ! hahas. after that went straight to cine, waited for vevian. shes was late. 7plus then she reach, after that was BLOODY HUNGRY. went to kobayashi and eat. saw jasper and his friends. and saw keith. hes in my friendster friend, but we nvr talk to each other. then waited jeffery to come. shawn an ming and his friends went to cuppage to play pool. taught he wanted to call us back end up he go home. then slack awhile decide where to go. everyone saids the rush open at parklane gossip, yea me and jeffery taking bus go there. we reach hahas, actualy vevian and reena dont wanna go de. they wanted to go drink with friends. but end up all go gossip ! cool ! then saw timcus they all. ben was teaching me shuffle, he was the dance shuffle king hahas. well, the club plays techno rnb trance and others after 4 plus we went taking taxi to somerset bus stop to take nr 2. and im back home. and now i going sleep liaos, too tired. tmrw, going out with my erzi and nuer ! who want meet contact me. thx. tc everyone..

this lyrics is for ue girl ! its true, hate how much i love ue.

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
That’s how much I love you (yeah)
That’s how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do
make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile
No..

[Ne-Yo:]
but you won’t let me
You upset me girl
and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it

[Rihanna:]
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
Girl, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

[Ne-Yo:]
[Hate That I Love You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me..

[Rihanna:]
That’s how much I love you
How much I need you
That’s how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
And I hate that I love you sooo...
And I hate how much I love you boy (Hey)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I can’t stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...ooh)
But I just can’t let you go (But I just can’t let you go, no)
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
And I hate that I love you so.. so..