Fuck Fuck Fuck ! My Heart Pain !

Ryan, my god damn loving brother!
How could you said such words ? Like you wanna contact me, cause i going Ns soon.
And you don't wanna take things for granted!
(I'm always here for you Brother, no matter what We are Still the Best Brother of all.)

I know im wrong too, not only you. I was wrong cause i said i teach bad things to you ?
Did i, ya! I was wrong too. But i didn't make any Angryness effort towards you.
I was like been Insulted all the way with your words. But i just give in to you, i didn't wanna quarrel about our Brothers the thingy. It's so stupid to quarrel on some Idiotic questions.
So you declare you are Sincere saying sorry to me. And you said you don't say sorry to just anyone, unless you truly Mean it. Alright, i forgive you. Everyone knows your the only Dote Brother i ever have. LOL(: Yes, and you know what someone will confirm Jealous! Haha.

I know your not acting like that Bitch! I just playing around only.
You called, but i busy playing arcade. So sorry, didn't get the chance to talk. But we did sms, and it was so Expensive. Rarr! Nevermind. I will do anything for my Beloved Brother. Haha.
And whats with the "I'm looking for a GAY buddy just to feel love" ?
Fuck you! You wanna love ? Get a GIRLFRIEND man! Haha(:
I only can said "You want love ? I can love you, But Brother Love" ? Haha.
Your still young, you needed Explore things. More things out that you haven gone Thru.
When Our Birthday comes, i shall seat with you talk about things that I have been thru alot of things then you. I will! Don't worry.

13th march, botak! ns! 2 weeks Training @Tekong. How sad!
I didn't completed my happy days.
But after i can go out On Sat & Sun, i shall meet up everyone.
2 weeks more ? Wtf! 14 more days to Army! Sigh.

Alright, start of the day. I would like to said "I Love Everyone!" Faster book me before i go in army. Haha(x BHB! Hahahahahaha. Shock laugh. Like someone saids it. =.=
Went to Bugis around 3pm, with my Uncle (Eddy) hit some arcade. After awhile, Glen & Terry came. So all was playing arcade, but i was seating down with my Heart was in pain. Don't know why! Damn.... After that we hit some Dota 2v2, it was damn funny. A hero i didn't use before, and people Shoot me with words "THAT I WAS SO NOOB". In the end, i kill 2 person LOL!
I didn't said i was Pro too. I just play Dota 5 months ago, okay! Haha, thanks to Glen & Terry.
If not i was like being calling by people "Dota, was like so Yesterday can!" Haha, save.
Saw Pearline & Her Boyfriend with their Cliques @ Bugis. Haha, she was damn funny. She show me her Teddy Bear. Woah! Never get for me! I going army already! No presents? Haha.

After that around 11pm, Glen send Eddy my Uncle to Sengkang. So Me, Terry, Jia Yin, Hankee & Glen, we went rounding to Sengkang Garden. Went to Chomp Chomp eating place. Nice western food! Woohoo, delicious! Eated Grilled Chicken Chop cost so Cheap! $4.90! And the Sugar Cane drink is $2.00 and the Cup is fucking big can?
(Picture's updated!) (:


Ps : Foods (1st: Boyster(Grilled Chicken Chop), 2nd: Jia Yin(Fish & Chip),
3rd: Terry(Chicken Cutlet), 4th: Han Kee(Pork Chop) 5th: Glen(Chicken Cutlet) )



Ps : (The Bottle of Sugar Cane is damn BIG! & it cost $2.00)


Ps: (Clear & Clear ??!! Haha!)



Ps : (Wahahahaha, glen the face! OMGAWD!!)

To : Justin.
[If you don't spam, don't bother to tag me mah. You never spam the right ? Why must get so Angry. I just getting This right, cause i wanna see what the Spammer will said. Don't need scared if you never spam, for what tag my board so many tags sia]. (:

Label : Heart Pain Beating It's Self To Clear The ********
Song : Razor - Che'Nelle feat Colby O Donis.
Mood : I'm so Happy going to Chomp Chomp to eat. (:

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Broken Strings.

Ps : ( My heart just feel something Miserable pain! T.T )

Oh, it tears me up, I tried to hold on but it hurts too much.
I tried to forgive but it's not enough, To make it all okay.

But we're running through the fire, When there's nothing left to say.
It's like chasing the very last train, When we both know it's too late, too late.

Just now when to Simpang Bedok, when to have supper. I eated chicken rice @ home.
Mother bought for me dinner. But i intend to eat again as i was damn hungry.
So went to Simpang Bedok, eat Claypot Chicken Rice. Delicious ! $6 bucks. Hehe(:
With Glen, Jia Yin & Terry. After that went to my near by house there to slack.
Chit-Chat session.
Maybe today i won't go out, see my mood. As my mood is damn moody! Fuck!

I just felt something Miserable happen, as my heart is in pain. I don't know why! Will something stupid happen? Sigh.
I hope nothing happen.

Fuck Fuck Fuck! The sex band just Broke! Sex band just Broke! T.T

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The truth hurts and lies worse !
How can I give anymore ?

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Stop being an Asshole! Don't try to said that is not you again! What's wrong with you ?
It's your 2nd attempt ? Are you jealous or what ? I not going to bothered what you said!
STOP CALLING ME BROTHER! If you wanna play this kind of tricks ? What a loser!
I didn't even disturb you! Did i , NO! Admit if you got the guts alright!
If your jealous about me or my life ? Fucking get your Reputation rights.
Have sense of Copyright's please!


Label : I hope you doing well out there. I really .......
Song : Broken Strings.
Mood : I tried to forgive but it's not enough.

I have change my number !!!!

Okay! I'm really Super Dynamic Tired! All thanks to Mr Bully (Lendl).
Bully Brother, ask me accompany him go Some Freak Ulu Places.
That is called (Gimme Love Tattoo Shop) Dots, dots & dots.
It's behind Parklane, for godsake! Haha(:
I'm so so so Sorry! I always late. But Bully is so kind wait for me.
Like i think for 1 hour haha! And he's not Angry. Good!(:
So accompany him put his Tattoo, i mean Ink for like 3-4 hours ?! Ya.

He have so many reaction in Pain. And wanted to cry like that. Haha!
Well, its hes first time on putting a tattoo. On his leg.
Quite nice, cost about : $350 bucks. Outline etc. Picture's are all below.
After he put his tattoo, we went to parklane with Andrea and her friend.
And waited for Ah Bie at taxi stand, as she gonna join us on playing Left4Dead & Audition haha!
Thank's people, i really needed a happy times!
Play at Evolution2, level 2 i think. Don't remember, after we play for like 2-3 hours.
And you know what happen ? Blackout! All of sudden, so weak haha!
So we skipped Gaming session and when for a slacked. Talk alot of word's.

Lendl, bully me on playing Dota (WTF MODE). So cheap lo! Haha, then i go press wrong.
Accident press Alt + F4, and it log out from my comp. Shit! Haha. So i don't intend to play again.
Cause is like when you started playing is $2 bucks, after 1 hour its cost $1. So if i log in again, it started $2 again, waste right. So i don't intend to play.

And now bully is Sleeping like a pig, whereas i now sending him songs thru msn and he didn't accept. Rarr, i hope when i wake up he will accept all before my brother play the laptop. Haha!
Okay, i gonna stop here. Picture's are all below, take a look on Lendl tattoo or maybe Ink ?
Whatever it is! Haha.


Ps : (This is what Bully gonna do on his leg.)



Ps : (Outline Ink Work of Lendl , Credits to Baldwin)

Alright, i gonna do something on this week ? Or maybe next week.

1st : Going bully condo have some Gym Session.
2nd : Going out with Everyone! Before i go in Army.
3rd : K-Box Session again! Haha.

It's too bad.... I didn't intend to quarrel with you anymore again, i didn't know why i have been insulted by someone, whereas i didn't said anything. T.T It's a sad case, i always tell you.
" You always be a part of me, whenever we started to Quarrel. I will always be quiet! I always will let you win. If i try to ignore you, that's mean i want you to change. You change me before, why can't i change you.(: Angry Management ? Hehe! "

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Its cost : $280. Second hand. (x Tag me alright.

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Label : Lendl, you won't have lack of brother's anymore(x
Song : Ne-Yo - Mad
Mood : I'm so happy! I'm so happy! What a gathering! I hope i see you all again.

I miss you guys & girls.(x

You changed ! Fucking changed.

Yesterday, Celebrate Glen Birthday. @ Cine-Leisure, Venue : K-Box.
Very fun ! And very cheap you know !!!
It's call 1-for-1, each person pay $18 bucks ? Haha, sing till 6am ?[:

Here's all the picture :


Ps : (Glen present's & Bdae Card)


Ps : (Birthday Boy With the Girls )


(Ps : The girls & The Guys)


Ps : (The Girls & Glen Wishing Upon a Star [i think, haha] )


(Ps : Hankee & Glen, Glen & Me)


(Ps : Glen & Terry, Jia Yin & Glen)


(Ps : Andy & Glen) (Glen & Cass)


( PS : 7 years of friendship, and still counting[: )



(Ps : Everyone was Fucking drunk! Rarr)

You changed alot ! I'm always the childish. I got nothing to said but to leave you until you changed ![:

Label : Gucci, Louis & Prada[:
Song : Fashion - Lady Gaga
Mood : Move & Grind girl ! Haha.

Happy Birthday Glen ![:

Happy 20th Birthday, Glen.




Although you are getting old, but your face doesn't fit your age ! Haha. Well, we all are getting older year by year. Sigh, i hope i'm still young Lol !
Fulfill your wish ! Wish on a good things. Remember, i'm your Best Friend ! Forever till the end.
I'm your Classmate from Primary School till Secondary ! It's been years !
But we still continue on our Friends Relationship. I hope we will cherish it to the end !

Don't said so much ! Later got people Jealous haha.
Later K-Box, you said de hahs ! If i tears, please get for me a tissue !
Chinese song's always make me fucking sad ! Rarr.
Alright, see you later.

On behalf of Ryan : Happy Birthday Glen !(:
Don't said he Bad ! I help him wish you. As he's my Best of the Best Brother i have.[:

Alright, just now when to Bugis find Amanda, Glen, Hankee & Terry. They was eating Steamboat at Haji Lane there. I was so Full, mum cook Delicious Chicken today ! Woah, super nice. I hope mum cook that again. Yummy. Haha ! Okay, than wait till finished eating. After that walk to Bugis, chilling time. Was planning to go home after 12am. As glen birthday past on that time. Haha ! Than after that went home around 1.30am + Hmm, now blogging so after blogging maybe go practice some Chinese songs ? Before entering the K-Box. Alright, thanks for reading !

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Label : Miss my Best brother alot ![:
Song : Jay Chou - 说好的幸福呢
Mood : Something happiest day is coming ! Omgawd i can't wait.

I hope i have those Eyebrows Kids !(: (:

What the fuck with this Cadbury's Dairy Milk ........

Child Eye Eyebrows dance !

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Haha, i'm halfway have my nightmare. When to toilet, after that check on email's. And i received this email from my Sister. And this is the video !

PS : *Now I've watched some kids with dancing UNI-BROWS i might buy some Dairy Milk !
Hahahahahahahaha !

They are Damn Clever can! It's to catches your attention, so you watch the whole Advert again and again.

Rate : 8/10 Good !

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Alright, enough of the Eyebrows Kids ! Haha. They have supernatural powers i think, by moving their eyebrows ? Don't you think so.(:

Okay, yesterday when Ministry of Zirca. I keep going Clubbing like free money like that ! I can't stand those Emo-Tions. I must let it go, once for all. So i started to Club like everyweek 3 times ?
Haha ! It is cool, Yo ! Anyone wanna go club ? Please tag me. I'm die-ing to go with you !
I needed dance till like there's no tomorrow. Woohoo.
Later meeting Glen, as he bringing us a Chendol. From malaysia. Haha ....
Alright, i gonna continue my nightmare again. So sleepy! I buay tahan. Rarr !

*If you love me, than fucking show me ! Just don't seat down there and think and think. I'm waiting and hurting here.

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Label : You know i fucking care about you. I know you love me ! Show it Please !!!!
Song : Seen my new Playlist, all the coolest RnB songs. It's in Shuffle Mode, so be Patient(:
Mood : Move move, Shake shake now Dope. LOL =X

Your so Unfaithful !

For the first time, i went to Town. Around 12.30am. Went to catch Movie @ Cineleisure.(:
I taught the Movie was quite Boring, end up it's tears ! But it was quite long, we was like wanted to smoke inside the Movie. Haha !



He was Born under unusual circumstances.
Who is born in his eighties and ages backwards.
A grand tale of a not-so-ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the joys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

I give it 9/10 rates.
Whenever you grown abnormal, parents will always take you to another family to being care.
Thats the sad case.

这是一种成长还是一种逞强
我的寂寞很善良陪我到任何地方.

有一句话再也都听不到,
那些过往让它自己燃烧
我爱你太美好时间会知道
怎样去熬成动人一句话.

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing's broken
No need to worry bout everything I done
Live every second like you was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once
Needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you.
If I live every moment,
Won't change any moment,
There's still apart of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do.

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Label : I'll be happy, if your on my side.
Song : Beyonce - Halo
Mood : Sick of love ? Lol ! I choose Label !

Razor, You cut me so Deep !

Rihanna !
Happy Birthday To You ! Happy 21st Birthday.



Birthday : February 18, 1988
Age : 21
Sign : Aquarius
Birthplace : Saint Michael, Barbados

I feel sad for you. Omg ! She so Beautiful ! She has powerful Vocals !
This picture is after Chris Brown beat her.
It seems like the reports that she suffered two "contusions", which swelled up on both sides of her forehead were true.

Judging by the picture, a bloody lip and nose were also accurate.

(WARNING : DO NOT ATTEMPT TO SEE, IF YOU DON'T WANNA SEE)


Take a breathe, phew .... LOL !
Yesterday, went bugis. Hit some arcade. Than actually wanted to see Movie, end up Jia Yin mei end work late. So Amanda will be staying at home. I went taking bus go Far East find Jia Yin. After that we Discuss whether wanna go Club or Back to home.
So the next moment we hit to Club. Spend alot of $ !
Omfg ! How could i ! I need to save money for Glen Birthday @ K-Box.
Alright(: asking father more money on Tuesday than. Haha !
Drunk abit at the Club. Peeps keep buying drink drink drink. So i thirsty and drink it !

I dream about something miserable ! Oh shit. How could this be happen, but but ......
It could not be happening..... Nevermind. It just a Dream, if could not be Reality ! Fuck !
Hahahahaha.

Counting down to Glen Birthday : 3 More Days . 24th Feb 09.

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If I live every moment, Won't change any moment.
Still a part of me and you. I will never regret you
Still the memory of you, Marks everything I do.


Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind.

Label : Label or Love ? Label !
Song : Your Guardian Angel.
Mood : I miss you !(:

Fucking shit ! Fuck shit ! Fuck shit !

It's such a waste, fucking shit fucking shit fucking shit !!!!!
Go ahead and pay that bitch ! She don't know people really don't have the money to pay !
And now she what.... bragging for it ?
Brother's is there always for you, siding you ! Now what ?!
I really give up on this brotherhood ! Fucking fuck off of my Life !
Shitters ! Shitters ! Shitters !

My last sentence of all I GIVE UP ON THIS BROTHERHOOD !

No matter what you say about life. I learn every time I bleed.
To admit that I'm wrong, And then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on, And leave you behind.

To, Glen.

I failed, i failed ! I'm really sorry. I never regret ! I never regret !
Every of the memories, we do together. Play together. I just wanna erase !
I just want a happy life, that's all. I know the feelings is hard to forget.
Just like tattoo. Sigh, all the things we wanna do. Rounding together, KL together.
No ! I not gonna do it ! No point on turning back. Everything i wrote to my Own blog.
Is all been Destroy ! Stupid bytch get off of my life. Once Ryan pay you thru Posb !
Fucking fuck off ! Fucking fuck off ! I will pay Double of the price ! You no need to worry.
I don't wanna Owned brother's till end ? Brother's till here.

I'm sick of playing all of these games, It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver.
It hurt enough to think that I could....Stop, admit that I'm wrong !
And then change my mind, Sorry but I gotta be strong, And leave you behind.

Thanks glen ! Thanks ! I really appreciate all your talks. Your advice, but it didn't deliver.
I'm sorry, i have to move on. Your my Childhood friend ! My best friend ! My closer ever friend.
Always taught that he's the one i closer with ! I should be closer to you.
Oh fuck, i hate this part right here !

Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

Well, i don't wish to continue fighting over a girl.
That is so Yucks ! I better fight with a Guy, which can claim something LOL =X

Hmm, i be changing my number for good. I'll be seldom at Bedok, mum ask me to go back Woodlands. Haha, but there so hot !!!! hot !!!!
Please tag me, if you want my new number. Thank you !
Now you see, whenever i quarrel with a person, alot of people will be reading what i gonna write !
For what i wrote for a girl, that is not so worth it towards me. Haha, must continue with our daily happy lifestyle haha !

Thanks Glen, for the advice ! I really learn something from it. I don't wish to enemy everyone in my life. But no matter what happen they are still my friends. But i know i dote this brother alot !
As you should know, Glen ! Mum told me i have 2 younger brother which one of them fall after my birthday. But the 2 younger brother didn't exists. Sigh, 1 of them mum didn't have the time to takecare so to abort. Another one more younger brother, don't have a heartbeat. That's why i dote him alot ! I don't wanna miss this chance to get closed with this Brother of mine. I know for you he also touches you, cause its like he went Overseas. Like example : Your the only child. You are closer to your Cousins. That's why everytime he came back and go back you will feel something miserable. The feelings is very pain ! I know. So to do that, i gonna said Sorry. Cause i everytime give Hard Cold feelings. Attitude ! I gonna cherish everything, from now onwards.

And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.

Glen, your Birthday is on 24th Feb. That is 4 more days, we Apples Aka Addicted are looking forward to it !(: K-Box ? Haha ! We gonna Drink & Sing on our Freestyle ! Woohooo ...
What a Memories, i keep saying this for the past 2 months. Haha ! Yes ! Of cause !
Why not cherish everyday ! Then hatred it ! Haha.(:

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
Your always be my Guardian Angel.

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&'s Ya ! For the person who's IP Address is : 203.127.182.2

Stop using people's name and spam like a dog ! Your seriously a freaking dog ! Keep barking like no other people business ! Shame on you man ! No matter what, you think people will believe on what you are saying ?
Prepare to face the Police soon ! I'm sending this IP Address. Shameless Kiddos !

Label : I miss BB alot !(:
Song : Your Guardian Angel
Mood : Cherish Happily My Reminiscence. (:

A Prositute Vsing About Me, Fooler !

Some girls enjoying Fucking 3 times ? Out of themselves, don't they? I always feel so sad about them. If you do not have a good command of Slut you are trying to Bitch around so hard, yet you wanna try your luck to Fuck at Hotel 3 times ? I suggest you sit down at one corner and errr...what? Finger Fuck Your Self? Right anot, Horny Sara ?

Since you don't like the person, keep pester around us his name and his things ! Still contacting him ! Wtf ! Still let fucking you out ? What a wasted girl you are !

Well, i replying to your tag at my tagboard :

sara: u wanna know who he is, why not YOU ASK ME. because he clearly said HE IS MY FRIEND. ehh...why don't you promote my number too???

Boyster : Promote your number ? For ? Sorry, my blog is not like Geylang. Promote or give girls number ? Like you ? Oh please ! Your so BHB for what. Promote yourself lah !

You wrote :

And when I was really left with a very pathetic amount of money until I can't even withdraw yesterday, I called you. I believed I did text you before that to. No reply. And after that call, you text me.



"Sara, don't call msg. My prepaid low. I now no money. I collecting from people who they owned me. U help me msg eric. Transfer you $30. $10 i return u asap."



When I asked you if you can transfer now? No reply.
When I asked you can you reply? No reply.
When I asked you how can you expect me to get from eric when he is all the way in brunei and asking you can you reply again because I do not like money thing to keep dragging? No reply.

You know why i pick up ur friend call ? Cause i taught it's the people who owned me money ! Cause i lost some of my friends numbers who owned me money !

From this point you wrote :

WAH WAH WAH. From that point, I realised you don't FIT any criteria to be my friend.

Then if i don't FIT in your Criteria ! Then why in the first place we are friends ? Stupid !
You call me inmatured ? Who's more inmatured right now ? Stupid lend to people money !


Anyway, I also had enough nonsense of your all time excuse, "My prepaid low! My prepaid low! My prepaid low!"
But to your spammers? "I got money! I got money! I got money!"



I thought your family is goddamn rich? I thought your dad gave you that few k to pay for bills and the rest was yours? You even took pics of the money isn't it? So much for being a rich man's son, yet PREPAID LOW ALL THE TIME. Haha. Is this a joke or what? So much for your NO MONEY ALL THE TIME excuses, still can open chalet? Still can go clubbing? Still can go for drinks?



And what have you been doing to your friends huh? BACKSTABBING, BACKSTABBING & BACKSTABBING NON STOP.

You wanna know why i don't pay people debts ?!
Let me tell you something. If like said we are friends, we starting to loan each other money.
Since we quarrel 2 times right ? 1stly : About the Cineleisure thingy, it was misunderstood !
2ndly : About kendra, you give me first informations. Haha did you ? NO !

I'm this pattern, if like said i owned you things ? If you wanna me to return you ! Then don't create up the two things !!!!

Ya, for your information ! My family are fucking rich ! Not me ? Can ! What's with the fucking photo money ? Please, the money is use to pay All the bills and the rest balanced are being used !

Kendra? Just because she and Barry got together, what did you blogged (AGAIN) huh?
"Sometimes when a girl, always mention to you. She don't want a relationship now. That is a fucking shits! I don't care la hor, bitch! You just a slut to me. You think you very pretty mehs! Cute huhs? Please! I think I love you from the start, after the start i feeling wanna puked! Let the guy play your cheebye till big big la hor! My Valentine is being Screwed By her! Bitch, bitchy, bitches! I hope your happy with him! Die with him then."

Oh fuck this part ? So what Barry And Kendra together i don't give a fuck ! I told you so many times. And the " " is my Ex- Girlfriend !

Oh REALLY ?! You can blog about me, Me too !

You wanna be a fucking Slut, Playing with guys!
You wanna be a fucking Bitch just by blogging, Bitching to your ownself.
You wanna be a girl soon a woman, So fucking, closed ur DIGNITY ! .


And too bad, I'm not waiting till Eric comes back from Brunei to return you the money he owes you then you pay me. NO WAY. There's not even a link to Eric. And your spammers? They are right about you. LOL. So right. It's stupid when you said they are JEALOUS of you. JEALOUS OF YOU FOR WHAT? MONEY??? You're always telling them you've got the money, you've got the money, you've got the money but you don't even have $60 to pay me. HAHA?

Don't you even cared about me ? NO ! For what i wanna pay YOUR $60 BUCKS !
EHHH ! Not because of your fucking SUBARU SNG ! I can pay straight to ur face ur $60 bucks !
He's the one who said he will pay for the CHALET FOOD ! DID HE ! NO !!!! THEN !

When I asked you and Justin to go down to Beds for a drink, you guys had no money to cab down, I got Sng to pay for your cab fare. When he was telling me so ungentleman and poor you guys are, I still told him off. Why? Because I treated you as my friend.

When he tell you ? Me and Justin is so ungentlemen and poor ? Excuse me ! Who's the ungentleman and poor when he promised to pay for all the food !!! In the end ? NO !!
We are not as poor like we don't have house alright !

YOU NEED THE MONEY SO MUCH ? DO YOU ?
THEN WAIT TILL I HAVE THE MONEY !
I NOT WORKING FOR GOD-SAKE !

You let me fall, whenever you Failed to become !

Move if you wanna, if you wanna, if you wanna MOVE !
Move if you wanna, if you wanna, if you wanna MOVE !
Move if you wanna, if you wanna, if you wanna MOVE !

This was never i plan, not my intention !

When over to Bugis. Met up Glen, Terry, Andy, Amanda & Cass. Sorry Lend(L) haha ! Didn't accompany you today. Cause someone accompany you so what for i come. But i will meet you on Friday, to put ur Tattoo ! It's a promised Bully.(:
Alright, meet they all at MOS Burger. We planning to Drink Beer and Chill at Breeko's ! Woah!
Apple's gathering ! YEAH(: Was chatting about our last time old days of us, when we at school.
Hahahaha ! (: Drink beers... And other's eat their dinner.
After that we hit to Parklane, CyberCafe ! Left4DEAD ! Zombies, Witched ! Haha ! Cool and Scary game !!!! =D I was so Addicted to that game lah !!!! Can't be blame.
Aftermath, cabbed down to Simpang Bedok. Eat supper, chicken rice again ! Idk why i keep on eating Chicken Rice haha !(: Hit home !(=

Peektures :











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Notice !

I'm gonna changed my number ! Soon, so tag me and i shall msg you !
Cause now my prepaid is $0.50 below. And got this irratating people. He so fucking irrateds !
Here's his number, thanks to me i promoting his number : 97259232 .
For his fucking information, he knows my name. So this is what happen just now.

Boyster : Who's this ?
Caller : Don't need to know who am i ?

HELLO ! Understand simple ENGLISH !
I think you need go back Primary School + Secondary School.
Common Sense please ! I don't even know his name, of cause i ask who's is that. And he fucking reply me "Don't need to know who is him" ? =.= . Like no manners like that right ?
So irratating ! EEEEEE, SKUNKS Alert ! So if you guys or girls can help me call him. Who's the fuck is that !(: Thanks ! Appreciate it ! Hahahahaha Lols !

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Read it, if its really important to you !

This is Reality, nothing in this world is Forever.
What I bring with away after the Circle of Life is nothing. But only Wonderful Memories that's why I always showing attitude. Friend's wanted me to Cherish everything that i have now.
Because not Everyone is born to have the Blessing. At least when we leave this World, we won't leave with just regret but also Wonderful Memories that we been through before.

I know when you said "Same goes to others to bring those wonderful memories that they have been thought with you to live with them."

Sigh, I know ... But sometimes I think and I think, i Regretted ! My Hearts feel Broken and like no one is on my side. I know your the best to me. I'm sorry about those attitude. But really sometimes i really wanna give up on life. Cause seems that something is isn't fair at all !
I dream of something terrible and bad ! But in the end, it save me. Sigh, dreams are dreams. Real are Real !(:

The Promises and Believes is not that ! You see, thats why ! How you cherish a person, when the person break the Promise ! And lie at the same time.
I don't know i can take it anymore ! ):

My Taught's have being Decode, My Angel has let me down. My Love being Boiling.
My Life being Ruined by You !

You said " You won't let me fall, You will stand up with me Forever. "
You Fall all the Promises we make. You always stand up for me, but not Forever ! And it's always a Lie !

Liking a person is not Easy. Loving a person is very Hard.
It's like you are playing a Game, where the Level's go Easy/Normal & Hard.(x
Yes, i agree im Ugly. I'm Fat ! If you don't take me as Friends/Lover. I don't care !
Said with all your Pride. I don't care.

I'm fucking emotion-al i know ! I'm born on July, Read my Horoscope ?
It's all Emotion-al things. So do understand my Feelings !

I'm so fucking Stress, Stress !
Please tell me you Stay ? Stay !

Sigh, Your Guardian Angel. The song make me things about Memories. Of what we gone through.

I gonna stop here, think sleeping. Later maybe going Gym @ Bugis.
I gonna Enjoy my life with Myself/Lover/Friends.
I don't fucking need you ! Cause your Dignity is so Smelly ! =X
LOL =X

Do Click on the Nuffnang Ads. Ya! Thanks alot.(:
I love my *********** !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But ...................................

Label : Everything i do for you, i go Heaven with sadness and crying. !
Song : Kaboom - Lady Gaga.
Mood : Use me as you will, put my String for a Thrill ?! My sky are Black! Not Gray.

I know i should cry but i wont let it show.

Okay, first thing first i gonna said : "Thanks to everyone, who attend my chalet."
That will be the last time i gonna see you guys. Cause i gonna like go in NS. Sigh, i gonna thanks and really really appreciate my best brother, Ryan. He's the one who i especially wanted to meet First!
Haha, so my wished is granted LOL !

Here's are some names who attend my chalet :

Ryan, Fire, Denise, Tingting, Vevian, XiaoXiao, My Little Boy, Sara, Song Eng, Barry, Kitty, Sufen, Jaqueline, Eugene, Justin Yap, Mark, Wei Han, Randolph, Amanda, Glen, Terry, Hankee, Jia Yin, Tavis, Ah fan.

And other who i forgetten. Sorry. Haha ! I could not remember seriously ! =D

The chalet was indeed fun ! I keep on playing Mahjong, Dota ? Haha ! But Ryan was so bored ! I didn't accompany him all the way. Cause he hate Mahjong alot. I'm sorry, but i must entertain other people who came to the chalet. But it's okay, after the chalet day. I keep on accompany Ryan till everywhere he wanna go.

But the worst sad case is, Sigh .....
Glen said it was true ! I keep on giving people attitude. I must really cherish people alot everytime. I'm sorry, really sorry. I give up sometimes just to show people my true colours. Everytime whenever i'm sad people won't know what i was sadding about.
Like said in the chalet i hate the most part is, people keep destroying the plan and the promises.
Like Justin(Y) he suppose to bring Liquor come, in the end ! Fuck the plan was Ruined by him.
I hated it alot ! Serious speaking you should tell me earlier, then i will inform someone who can bring it. But no matter what i just don't care. People are happy than its fine with me.

Valentine Day, was so fuck up ! I didn't intend to date a person. Cause a girl was so fucking bitch!
She suppose to be mine ! My Secret Valentine ! I hope that guy played you till you regret !
I know im Bad ! But please, shes the one who playing me ! I didn't intend to play a girl. Meaning her feelings all.
But i did enjoy going out Valentine Day with my best brother ! What a gay night ! Haha !

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Tags Replied !

Ryan: my face realli looks as if i have a motive , lol. & it aint good motive.
Boyster : What motive ? Why not good motive ... So you showing bad motive to me lah ??? O.o

ilana: happy advanced vday. (: sorry i couldn't attend your chalet.. not feeling well.
Boyster : It's okay, we shall meet up soon ! Takecare of your health sis(:
Happy Valetine Day to you. Well everyday is valentine day for me. Haha!

Silver.C: Boyster! Relink me! (:
Boyster : Alright, i shall relink you ! But you also must link me.

kendra: Hey, need your email. Blog's private. (:
Boyster : My email is : emo.boysterz@live.com.sg (x

ilana: drink drank drunk. don't at one corner emo again ah! i throw you down the stairs (if my father got help me book)
Boyster : Drink Drank Drunk, never emo. Cause my best brother always on my side to takecare of me.
Woah ! Sis, you got so bad if im drunk you will throw me down. I got my best brother to help, so don't worry! (x hehe.

ilana: and hey.. don't sad lah. i feel like booking chalet on birthday again. hahaha!
Boyster : I won't sad anymore. If you don't throw me down the stairs haha ! Open ! I confirm go, but idk i can book out anot.
Sigh ! )x

ilana: oh yay.i'minvited.
Boyster : Replied !

Jovian: can i go your chalet?
Boyster : Who you ? Which Jovian. My chalet is over.

¹8太子™: brother valentines day spending alone?
Boyster : What's with the nick bro ? 18 ! Don't gangster lah ... What century liao ... No ! I never spent alone on Valentine Day.
I spend with my Best of the Best Brother. (x

I always Dote on you ! I always be there for you, no matter what happens. I do cry, whenever my hearts pain deeply. I just wanna you to learn something good. Be matured. Have a matured thinking. I just hope we shall meet again ! I cherish every part.

And I Hope That You Feel The Same Way Too.

Label : Kisses of goodbye, Misses of goodbye. Whenever you were there. I felt so lost !
Song : All My Life !
Mood : Smile, if you suppose to Smile ! Thanks.

Haha ! I'm half sad half happy. Wthell !

(Your picture, when glen saids : "SEX" LOL =X)

Brother, you back to Singapore on the 10Feb and went back to KL on 17Feb .
So today will be last day i saw you . But it's alright, we always gonna be the best of the best brother's ! Among other brothers ? Haha! Cool shit .
Spend a greatest times with you, then before .
And tell glen stop calling what darling darling haha !
We spend our Brother's Valentine together too haha ! Wtf !

You my BB . Baby ? Baobei ? LOL =X !
Hope that one day you will be PR & Singapore Citizen !
So we can like go out everyday ? everyweek ?
everytime then . Haha .
Alright(: i now waiting for a call from you ! Better call hor !
And you Promised on the July, we shall meet up again ! And that's the time when our Birthday is like 2 days different, we shall celebrate till like no tomorrow okay ! Haha .
His birthday is on 10th, im like 8th. Cool !

Sorry for not updating my blog. I kinda shag now ! Need sleep more !
Heres all the photo, i took and my friends took on chalet and others.











LEFT4DEAD is damn cool! =DDDDD

I end right here . Brother when your online, i will help you do nicer blogskins ! Hehe ! =D
I waiting for your call, i might be going town with glen and terry walk walk around.
Bye everyone !


Label : Ryan, BB has gone KL back ! T.T
Song : 一句话 - 卓文萱
Mood : 5 minutes happy then 5 minutes sad =X